"Vera, who was peculiarly sensitive to her surroundings, could hardly
have chosen a more unsuitable place had she known of the proposition
that was about to be made to her, and supposing she wished to refuse it.
Though she did not know, she suspected that her companion had something
important to say, for Amy had not neglected an opportunity in which to
throw out a few hints on the subject.
"’Vera,’ Frint said almost as soon as the girl had made herself
comfortable, ’how lovely you look to-day!’ And as he said this he bent
over and kissed her hair.
"She took no notice, and he kissed her forehead. She half raised one
hand and he kissed her cheek. She put one finger on her lips, and he
touched it with his own.
"’You are very naughty to-day, Albert,’ she said. ’You must sit down
over there where you will be out of the way of temptation.’
"As he sat down he said, ’Vera, I have been thinking a good deal
lately.’
"’I wish you would give up the bad habit,’ she replied. ’It is a
foolish thing to do, and usually ends in making you grumpy and
uninteresting. Let us be children, and live in the present as long as
we can. Let us play, and be contented with our toys. If a child once
begins to analyze his wooden horse, the interest vanishes, and he wants
a real live one. If you persist in analyzing your game of love-making,
you will end in wanting me to run away with you.’
"’But,’ he said, ’in this case it is so difficult to know where to draw
a line.’
"’Then don’t try. That is what I told you just now not to do,’ she
said. ’Why cannot you be contented?’
"’Because I love you, and want to have you always with me,’ he answered.
’Because I hate to see another man near you. Oh, Vera! it is all very
well to talk about playing at love. When I am with you it is all right,
I am happy. But when I leave you it is like going down to hell. It
cannot go on, it is killing me. I must have you all in all or I must
go. Tell me,’ he said, ’do you not know some such feeling? Is it to
you only a game of play? Am I nothing more than a toy which at any
moment you could cast aside? Oh, Vera! do you not in your heart love me
even a little?’
"’You are quite interesting to-day, Albert,’ she said. ’You play your
part to perfection. I will try to live up to you and play mine. We
will pretend we are in earnest. Yes, dearest, I love you.’
"He fell into her mood. It would be easier in this way to say what he
had decided to tell her.
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