"’Then let us picture a position,’ he said. ’Amy and Jackson have
decided, we will suppose, to run away together because, for some reason,
they are unable to be married. And we will suppose that they are
anxious for us to join them. A yacht is waiting to carry them away from
this chilly land, and in some bright and sunny country they will live
together, beyond the reproach of man, contented in their mutual love.
Now the question is shall we go with them, dearest? It is impossible
that we shall much longer be able to live as we are doing now. People
will begin to talk, and then we shall be unable to see much of each
other. Do you love me enough to do this? I know that I have no right
to ask you.’
"When Frint looked up to see what effect his words had upon Vera, he was
surprised, and even frightened by the expression on her face.
"’Tell me,’ she said, ’is this true? Do you really mean what you say?’
"’It is true, dearest,’ he answered.
"And then he told her the story, winding up by a passionate appeal that
she would come. Though Vera had guessed something from Amy’s words, and
had promised not to repeat anything which Frint might tell her, she had
little expected the whole truth, and was perfectly overwhelmed by the
sudden proposal. Had she been allowed to think it out quietly, I feel
convinced that she would have refused to go; but her lover, having
thrown all scruples to the wind, and seeing his fate in the balance, got
up and knelt beside her, and placing his arm round her, overwhelmed all
reason in a torrent of passionate language and endearments till the
smouldering embers which she had striven to smother burst out into a
fire which she had no longer strength or inclination to control.
Casting all thoughts of prudence, all fear of danger from her, she told
him of her love, and burying her head upon his breast swore that without
him she could not live, and would do whatsoever he desired.
"’I trust you, dearest,’ she murmured, ’and would have no will but
yours. Where you bid me go I will go; with you is life and joy, without
you all is darkness, and I only seem to live. What do I care about the
world, if you think that I am doing right?’
"I stood near them all the while, invisible to their eyes, and uncertain
if I should reveal my presence. But some force restrained me; the time
had not yet come.
"As I stood again beside the man’s bed that night, I knew why I had not
been permitted to interfere. A higher power than mine ruled and ordered
his life. I have witnessed many terrible scenes. No person able to see
into the inner lives of others can fail to do this, but neither before
nor since have I been so moved to pity as on this occasion. The man
slept, and his dream-thought wandered at first to one subject and then
another. But in every case his fevered brain pictured some terrible
scene. At last, as it were, the changing waves of painful thought
concentrated in a series of pictures.
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