"I pray that he may never get over them," said Sydney. "If he should,
my work has failed. His name is William Jackson, and he is the only son
of the late Sir John Jackson. You may have heard of the father, as he
was fifteen years ago one of the most notorious and wealthy rakes in
London; in other words, having made a god of self, he had become a fiend
to others. Thus, as we carry our circumference with us, he raged at the
hell he created, whilst increasing its torments. It is only when we
fully realize the damnation of such lives that our hatred turns to pity.
Some whom I have known had good cause to hate his memory, as you will
hear in the story of my life. Too often have I in his case forgotten
that vengeance is not man’s business, and that the law of retribution
never faileth. It is easy to forgive one who wrongs you, but how hard
when the injury is to one we love; when we see some weak loved spirit
driven further into the darkness, deeper into the thicket of pain, for
though we know that in the end, as Tennyson so finely expresses it,
’There shall be greater good because of evil, larger mercy through the
fall,’ yet is the suffering present and it is hard to see those we love
in pain. William, however, takes far more after his mother than his
father. She is a good and noble woman, purified by suffering of which
she had in the latter days of her husband’s life considerable
experience. It would be cruel not to try and save her from like misery
through her son, to whom she is devoted. He is a youth of good ability,
possessing even half-fledged genius; his nature is at present very
susceptible to kindness, and in many ways lovable, but he is cursed with
his father’s passions, and should this get the upper hand, the finer
qualities of his disposition will drag him the more quickly down. If he
once came under the influence of a heartless animal nature, there would
practically be little hope of saving him."
"And one with that nature was there to-night?"
"Yes," he replied, "Miss Halcome is of all girls the least suited to be
his wife, yet he loved or fancied he loved her, and she has set her mind
on marrying him, though I believe she cares only for his wealth. But I
do not know that I should have interfered were it not that I possess
knowledge which makes the whole case most terrible. It is not fit that
any child should be born into the world cursed by a double descent from
such a man as Sir John Jackson."
"And are you certain that Miss Halcome is really his child?" I asked.
"Unfortunately I have too good reason to know," he replied; "but this is
where we part, and I have told you enough to throw some light upon this
evening; the rest of the explanation can be left till I reach that part
of my story where it would naturally come in."
*CHAPTER IV*
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