“’Tis a cursed thing to be a woman!” she cried—“The world is against
us. What are we but a prey from beginning to end—in love, in business,
in everything. But go on!”
She struck her hands together, at the player’s insults to his victim.
“Were I a man!” she cried. Indeed ’twas a quick generous soul and the
friendship between those two women easy to understand while the one
talked and the other heard. But ’twas when the Duchess came to Baltimore
and his part in the story that a darkness clouded her bright face and
her hands claspt hard in her lap.
Not a word—not a word did she say, only listened, listened. He was
wounded,—she winced as if the sword pierced her bosom. Diana entreated
to bandage his arm—she half drew back in suspense and doubt. But ’twas
when my Lord laid his great name and person at the girl’s feet that the
beating heart sent its tide of crimson over the face, that ebbing left
it white and blank. The Duchess either not seeing or judging
friendliness lay that way, continued with her story, but ’tis doubtful
if my Lady Fanny heard for a few bitter moments.
Suddenly, the tale done, the Duchess slipt on her knees by her friend’s
chair, and put her arms about her, silently. So they continued for some
minutes, and a hot tear trickling down Lady Fanny’s cheek fell on the
Duchess’s, and yet neither spoke, only the kneeling woman’s arms
tightened about the other, and the room was still. At last, the
blackbird in the gilded cage sang loud and sweet in the sunshine, and
Lady Fanny started and looked down into the Duchess’s wet eyes.
“My dear, my dear, don’t cry for me. I’m not worth your tears,—A dream
is broke, no more! The sun shines, the night flies and its dreams with
it. But indeed my other Kitty, my Lady Desmond herself could not be more
true and kind than you. I thank you, my dearest, kindest Duchess, with a
full heart.”
“Fanny, my dear, have we not warrant to say a prodigal son may return?”
says the other very low.
“But not a prodigal lover! They never come back. The swine and the husks
and the harlots—God forgive me, I mean not the poor ill-used girl, but
we all know Baltimore’s former life,—and he would have used her the
like way had she consented.”
“Yet, Fanny, he made amends. Bolton hath told me he meant his offer in
more than words. There must be goodness in the man, and had you but
patience——”
“I have had longer patience than I would even own to myself, much less
to others. But ’tis done. Besides, Kitty—’tis a horrid shock that he
should thus trail his name in the dirt. A player! One may comprehend an
intrigue, but this is a million times lower!”
“If you say this you never loved him, my dear, and I rejoice with you
that you have found the heart you did but mislay. For love, they say,
seeks not its own, rejoices in goodness—and sure that was a good motion
in a man sufficiently worthless. If indeed he meant it.”
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