“Passion—no more!” says Lady Fanny, her fine lips hardening. “Bas would
give the world in haste for any trinket he wanted, and repent at
leisure, and his victims with him. Pity me no longer, my dear. I think
my tears were the distillation of anger, though indeed I scarce know my
own heart yet. Give me time to consider, and tell me what you have in
view, for surely the world turns topsy-turvey when— Heaven help us!—I
can scarce believe it! Bolton also! Do the men run mad? But he was safe
in his offer. That woman, his wife, will outlive us all.”
The Duchess resumed her seat, but took her friend’s hand.
“I had rather hear you own you loved him—I can’t tell why, but ’tis so.
Better pain than self-scorn.”
Lady Fanny laughed as sweet but not as true as the bird’s song.
“What use to give a diamond when a string of glass beads would be
preferred? And if lost, they matter much less. Rejoice with me, Kitty,
since the beads are lost, that they were glass and never saw Golconda.
Now spare my pride, and let us speak of Bolton. What would you have?”
“I would have a good man and a good woman made happy,” says the
courageous Duchess—“and if not after the world’s way, then after their
own. Bolton’s life is like a wasting river lost in the sands, Diana’s is
one of such danger and dread as I don’t like to consider.”
“Well, since rank is nothing, and good blood but to be puddled with
base, and honour a mere jest, would you have him marry her? But sure you
know he lost his chance to have the marriage dissolved, and a man that’s
_your_ friend has little chance with the King at present.”
“True for you, Fanny. No hope that way. Then I would—don’t so stare at
me! I would have them live together as man and wife and trust to the
future with hope and love to gild it.”
“A thing often done!” says Lady Fanny bitterly—“and you and I—we know
our world and how it ends. Two years at the most, tears, regrets, a
pension, and then the woman takes up with some one else. Look at Mrs.
Oldfield. First Mainwaring. Then Churchill.”
“My Lady Fanny little understands either Bolton or his Diana in speaking
thus, and I thought your wit sharp as a diamond. She is no wanton, and
he—. His heart is aching, dying for love and a home and a fond woman to
welcome him in it. He has tasted the pleasures—Yes, Fanny—but with
weariness always, with sick distaste. I know not a man more to be
pitied. And he loves this girl. He is true and tender—he would repay no
love with pain. Least of all hers. Consider! You must help me judge. You
half thought me jesting t’other night. I am in sober earnest.”
“And this lady who spurns coronets—will she take up the position you
offer, Kitty? Will he offer it? I think you talk wild. Will he bear to
see her scorned? O, let me go home! I’m sick of the world we live
in—mortally sick. A fine task for us truly to help a man to his
mistress!”
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