“Madam, I love him. Could I do other than this? Look how he has chose
me—so all unworthy, for a love so great as I think never was its like.
Indeed I can scarce believe it, though told in your gracious presence,
did not my heart know it true. What my Lord Duke says I say also. Only
less dear to me than he is your Grace and my kind Lady Fanny. Madam, in
my short life I have seen so many bad women that my heart clings
naturally to the good ones. I can say no more—” her voice broke there.
“And ’twas for this love you refused my Lord Baltimore?”
“Not wholly, Madam. I could not love him.”
“His rank, his riches did not tempt you?”
“No, Madam, since they carried the man with them. They are well enough
otherwise.”
“And since you refuse my Lord Baltimore and cannot have the Duke, what
will you do?”
“I think to teach singing, Madam. I love my art.”
There was silence—Bolton regarding Diana with a tenderness
inexpressible. He looked up then at his friend as though to say—“You
see?”
“I see,” says she, replying to his look, and continued with composure.
“Were I to say to you, child, that the circumstances of your lover’s
life are so extraordinary, so pitiful as ordinary codes and morals
scarce meet them, and were I to add to this that if a good woman
sheltered him in her heart and could restore somewhat of the happiness
he deserves, I, for one, would never forsake her, what would your answer
be then?”
“I think it would be this, Madam:— There is still his wife.” The
Duchess continues:
“If to that, I replied that ’tis not a mere distaste keeps him from her
but a circumstance he learnt on his wedding day that he knows not I
know——”
“Stop there!” commanded the Duke, “I hold not the lady my wife, but she
is Duchess of Bolton, and I hear no word against my family honour. You
should not have known, or knowing should certainly be silent.”
For a moment she flashed one of her dangerous looks at him. This lady
must not be thwarted. Then halted, as if recollecting herself.
“You are right. Well, Diana,—but as I said, supposing the conditions
extraordinary beyond belief, so as I who know them, acquit you of any
crime against her Grace; supposing I assure you that my friendship and
countenance cannot fail you, and that my Lady Fanny holds with me, do
you still value your reputation higher than your love?”
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