It must be admitted an awful choice for the girl. Not only had she the
pride of an honest woman, but ’tis to be remembered she had lived in the
playhouse. She knew the men and the women, the foul jests, the contempt
for women’s virtue and men’s fidelity. A virtuous woman that is
sheltered may hoard her reputation as gold, but ’tis the very life-blood
of a virtuous woman that lives in the midst of rank corruption and
loathes it. That they should say she was one of them—that an affected
purity covered a venal heart—’twas bitter! What should the world know
of love? It will say, “A rich man—a Duke offers to make her his
mistress and she accepts joyfully. The little base prude that held her
skirts away from women that did no worse!” She could see, could hear it
all.
“Madam, I know not if I have the strength for it,” says she, looking not
at her, but Bolton. “I thank you for an offer most generous of your
friendship. O how to know right from wrong! If it were to be mocked at
myself I could do it for love’s sake. What shall I do? What would you
have me do, my Lord Duke?”
“Let us listen to her Grace!” says he, catching her hand—a pale gleam
of hope breaking through the darkness of his face. “Do you say, Madam,
that we should have your countenance? Why then, the world would know
’twas not effrontery and intrigue. If I could trust my girl would still
be honoured— Judge for us,—my brain whirls.”
Catherine Queensbury bent pitying eyes on the two before her. She saw
the situation strained too high, she took it in hand with her own bright
logic, and condescended to earth from the heights.
“Were it myself—I can but speak from myself when all’s said and done, I
should not trample two lives with misery. I’m as chaste as other women,
I hope,—I love my husband unfashionably. My tongue is as two-edged as
another’s where women are frail and men dishonourable. But though the
case is not my own I know it unusual in a high degree. I would not have
the thing done in a corner. I would have it announced to your wife and
openly to the world as though a thing—not to be flaunted, no!—but to
be done after consideration and openly. And I believe this done and with
my own unfailing friendship and that of others I could name, ’twill pass
for a left-handed marriage as it ought. For yourself I can’t doubt. ’Tis
only on Diana I hesitate and will persuade no woman to what she may
consider her own dishonour.”
He stared at the Duchess with a kind of amazement struggling with joy.
She continues.
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