“Why, Bolton, you and I know such things are done every day,—and I have
loathed them like another and could give excellent reason for my
loathing. I know your heart and hers.— The case is not ordinary. Check
me if you dare when I say I know your story from first to last, and
acquit you of any obligation to your wife. The case rests with Diana
therefore, and there I won’t persuade her. With all I can do for her,
she must still face contempt and cold-shouldering and sneers and
misjudgment from many. Her life will be uneasy and the brunt will fall
on her. I love and admire her, but know not if she has in her the stuff
to face such hardship as this. Child, I will say no more, but leave you.
Choose how you will I am your friend, and none shall say a harsh word of
you in Catherine Queensbury’s presence. So now I leave you.”
She rose from her chair and left them without a look behind. The Duke
closed the door as she went, and returned.
“Beloved, you have heard her. No man hath a right to ask such a
sacrifice from any woman. Especially if he knows himself unworthy of
such a purity and sweetness as yours. I have seduced no woman from the
path of virtue. I have kept my hearth from such as would dishonour it,
but short of this I have lived as a man amongst other men and what that
means you know. The Duchess would not fail you, but she says true—
Yours is a heart to suffer when they pierce it as they will. The case is
now before you. I counsel you to dismiss me and I will make no
complaint.”
He dropped her hand lest even the touch should move her, and went away
and stood by a great window, looking down upon the people passing. In
all his life he was never to forget the sight of the budding lilacs in
the courtyard, and the faint spring sunshine. It seemed he stood there
long—he knew not how long, and then she came softly up beside him and
put her hand in his.
“For life and death,” she said, and turning he caught her in his arms,
his stern face broken up into such joy as seemed a foretaste of heaven.
There is no pen can write of such joy. ’Tis only known to God and to
lovers—lovers also who must catch it from the heart of pain.
That night he wrote to his Duchess—
“_Madam_,
“I wish to acquaint you before any other shall know it that I
have determined to take into my house with all the rights of a
wife but only not the title, Mrs. Fenton,—whose name will be
known to you. I would not you should hear this from another. My
heart is hers. Our union will be such as God knows I wish yours
and mine could have been but is not. In entering upon this new
life I desire to ask your Grace if I can in any way contribute
further to your comfort than I have already done. I shall esteem
it a favour to be at your command in this respect and in any
other conformable with the honour and love I have for Mrs.
Fenton.
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