It pained him that her foot should be insecure in the world. True, by
his testament he protected her future with every affluence, yet he must
know that with his death consideration would forsake her, and so clung
feverishly to life.
’Twas not until one day he came unexpectedly upon a little book wherein
she writ her private thoughts (’tis to this I referred in my second
chapter) that he could believe her unwounded by darts he could not
shield her from. They read it together, her cheek against his, and he
was the more easy because she expressed therein the most unclouded
contentment, and he never guessed ’twas writ for his reading. Did I not
say—such a woman can’t tell the whole truth if she would? But the
crowning pain to both was when his first-born son was put in his
arms,—the child that should have carried on the pride of his house and
been the glory of his own declining years, and yet was nothing. He took
it in his arms with a tenderness and pain inexpressible—the more so
that to the lovely mother he must show nothing but gladness. Diana wept
to see them thus. Who shall disentangle grief and joy in a case so
singular? It is certain that those who censured might hold that hour a
punishment sufficient for the two, if punishment they deserved. Would
the child himself judge his parents one day? That also might come. Her
thoughts of this she writ not in her book, but locked them in her own
bosom.
So four years went by, and instead of wearying them, each day drew them
nearer.
’Twas in France the news reached them that changed their life once more.
’Twas brought by a mounted messenger riding hard from the English
Ambassador in Paris and reached the Duke late at night while Diana slept
upstairs, the child beside her.
Little knowing its content, he opened and read.
“Her Grace the Duchess of Bolton died Wednesday was a week. Inform his
Grace that he may return as is necessary.”
He read again and, folding it, slipped it into his breast, and went up
the stair to the great room curtained with velvet and a dim light
burning in a silver lamp beside the bed. She lay there in the sweetest
sleep, the image of youth and innocence, one soft hand flung out over
her child that slept in a bed beside her, the other across her breast.
Some happy thought passed through her dreaming mind as he stood looking
down, for a smile flitted across her lips and vanished leaving its
pleasure behind it. Indeed for all her twenty-two years she seemed but a
child herself, save for the attitude maternal of the guarding hand. The
two pulled at his heart-strings now he was at the moment of decision
whether to cut the bond, to leave things as they were, or to make them
his own irrevocably. Stooping, he kissed her on the cheek as light as
her own smile. Drowsily she woke, as held in the arms of content,—he
could see the glimmer of her waking eyes through the dark lashes. Almost
before they opened her arm was about his neck—as he knelt beside her.
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