“What does my darling standing there alone? I’m too sleepy to talk. Come
and rest. It grows late.”
“Wake, Di,” says he, “There’s a journey before you. We leave in an hour
for Paris.”
She turned on her elbow trying to read his face—
“Beloved, why? What is it? Good or bad?”
“As you shall take it. For me wholly good. We go to the Embassy. By this
time tomorrow you will be my wife.”
She stared at him with great eyes as he put the despatch in her hand,
but could not read it. She clung to him trembling like an aspen. Then,
gathering voice, she whispered with passion:
“I will not. I will not. O have I not thought of this day—have I not
told my heart again and yet again that you shall not ruin yourself for
me. You are free now, O dearest and best. ’Tis for you to marry some
pure woman and have noble children that may bear your name before all
the world. I will not spoil your life. I utterly refuse.”
“There will be no purer woman than my Duchess in all the world—I will
not have even you slight her! Child, what is this? If I did not talk of
this day ’twas for pity of the poor soul that’s gone and has ended a
life sad enough. But I have never wavered. You have been my wife, tender
and true, for four years. More so you cannot be. This ceremony is not
for you and me. ’Tis but for the world.”
“Then leave it so,” says she, clinging yet closer, “that if at some
future time you see your duty or happiness requires it you may marry as
you should. Consider, consider, my heart’s Dearest. You may live to
curse me otherwise. I took you when you was lonely and could do no
better, though even then a queen might have envied me. But now the
darkness is over and gone, the time of the singing of birds is come.”
“There is only one bird shall sing for me,” he says, fondly clasping her
yet closer. “Shall a man have the greatest treasure of the world in his
hand and let it slip? Say no more, beloved, but rise and dress that we
may go.”
Still with her face hidden, she stretched one arm to the child.
“’Tis too late for that—too late! Nothing can give him his birthright
we took from him. Marry some happier woman, my heart’s dearest, and I
will bless your first-born as though he were my own.”
“He is yours,” he answered steadfastly—“for this is he. We shall have
others, and though this one cannot bear my title we will love him most
of all. Speak no more of such idle words, my love. What are such things
between you and me that know each other’s heart? Rise now and lose no
time for I would have all done lest I die and leave it undone. For very
love’s sake I fear.”
What more could be said? She rose, as in a dream and before the morning
dawned over the hills they were in Paris, driving hard.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account