Diana might have run off many to non-suit her mamma’s unreason. That he
drank, diced, betted, that he was almost openly unfaithful to his
obligations, that on her mother’s own assertions he proposed to make use
of her face as a decoy to his unworthy companions. But she summed all up
in one phrase.
“Because he is intolerable, Mamma. Because whichever way I turn his
figure blocks the road. Let us speak freely. I’m in danger here and you
know it.”
“Danger! With your mamma to watch you! ’Tis a poor compliment to my
wisdom. My heart’s almost broke to hear you, you undutiful child! And if
not marriage, then what? You’re a scatter-brained little fool, and I
doubt but you will end as some fine gentleman’s Miss instead of an
honest man’s wife! Good Lord, how shall I get to Mrs. Clayton’s and the
street all floated with rain. Hark to it! I’ll hear no more folly.”
But the two arms about her person held her fast and two eyes that had
softened a stone looked up at her.
“My mamma must hear her girl. Who have I, if not you, Mamma? I have been
a great studier of music and you know my voice hath been commended. ’Tis
my intention to be beholden no longer to Mr. Fenton, but to go on the
stage. For good.”
The murder was out.
“The stage!” screamed Mrs. Fenton, violently unloosing the arms. “That I
should live to hear it. The stage!—where every woman is a hussey and
every man a knave. If you go on the stage in a year from now you’ll be a
mincing wanton that a decent man will flout.”
“And what shall I be if I stay here, Mamma? What has yourself said?
Don’t I know Mr. Fenton hath been pleased to borrow your little capital
for his pleasure? Don’t I know we are all living on credit? We shall see
the inside of a debtor’s prison before long, Mamma, and what then?”
“Di,” cries the other, exerting herself feebly, “you had always the
horrid skill to make the worse appear the better reason. I can’t debate
with you—I never could from the day you was six, but I bid you on my
blessing to consider, and I say that the example I set you when Mr.
Beswick run off to the American colonies is the only safe one for a
young woman to follow. Shut your eyes and your mind to what’s
disagreeable in the present and be patient.”
Diana showed her little teeth in a smile that was not gay.
“Surely the men invented that commandment. But in your case, Mamma, be
pleased to remember you had a husband, and, thank God, I’m free. A girl
needs not ruin her life for her stepfather. ’Tis certainly not in the
Church Catechism.”
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