“_Madam_, I purpose a water-party two days hence and it will be
no pleasure to the host if you are not of the party. Therefore,
I entreat you to reserve Saturday in my favour. If, as on the
last occasion, you make conditions for acceptance, I need only
say that that soft, that white, that all-commanding hand shall
write its own conditions and I accept them unknown. You know
very well that in your absence life darkens for me. When you
come it is sunshine. If my tongue did not say it ’tis to be read
in my eyes, the reflection of a heart that cannot lie to my
lady. More I will not say because I am jealous of this paper
that kisses your hand, but more, much more I will say when we
meet, if I have permission to open my heart to my sovereign.
“Your most humble obedient servant,
“Baltimore.”
“P.S. Rich writes me word this morning that he hath found the
paragon he sought, so my Lady Fanny Armine shall not be
disappointed of her play. But the paragon is not so fair as my
own choice, I dare swear.”
She read the letter greedily, scarce heeding the postscript and knew
not, poor lady, that the sting, like a scorpion’s, lay in the tail.
“Is it love, is it love?” she murmured to herself, “or is it but the
desire to insult his rivals and carry off what they call a prize? And
for me—is it but the delight to see the heart that so many bleed for
bleed at last for me? And could either of us endure the arrogance of
conjugalities? Can I dwindle into a wife or he into a husband?”
She sat long musing, but when she caught up the quill again ’twas to
accept of the water-party.
CHAPTER V
THE scene is Mr. Rich’s parlour once more and a trembling suppliant and
a lenient judge, for Diana was all but on her knees to Mrs. Scawen
without whose countenance she could scarce hope to establish herself in
any decency outside Mr. Fenton’s protection. Not only so, but her mother
had made it a condition not to be evaded. During the performances in the
playhouse in the Haymarket, Mrs. Di had kept her secret, appearing but
four times, two in each week, and ’twas easy enough for her to slip in
and out, Mrs. Fenton at that time nursing her friend Mrs. Somer through
a congestion on the chest. Lord save us! had her mother known, what a
hue and cry had there been! But now the matter was come to a head board
and lodging must needs be found, and for the life of the girl she could
think of none but Mrs. Scawen and her kindly rubicund face.
“For indeed, Madam,” says she continuing, “your own good heart will tell
you a girl of eighteen can’t leave her mamma and live alone. What—O
what shall I do, if your goodness fails me! I must refuse the part.”
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