I ask therefore, can such a woman tell the truth about herself even if
she would? I leave it, as I said, to the world’s judgment. But because
her history is very moving, entertaining and marvellous, ’twere pity it
were not set down.
For this was no honey-sweet beauty of April smiles and tears and fond
abandonments and compliances. ’Twas this at times certainly, for every
mood was natural to her and she adorned them all. But she wore each as
she might put on her satin manteau and lay it away when it had served
its turn. At other times you beheld a Dian, austere and chilly—“severe
in youthful beauty,” and desire was quenched in the frosty sparkle of
her eyes and scorn winged its shafts from the bow of her lips smartly
enough to disconcert not a few of the idle gentlemen who swore and
drawled about her. And when she had them daunted—suddenly her
Goddess-ship would slide down from her pedestal, and ’twas a young girl
all hopes and fears and a dewy tremble on her eyelashes looking up into
your face for encouragement and approbation. She was then perhaps most
dangerous, for ’twas a natural movement to lay love at her tender feet
for a stepping-stone amid the quagmires of life.
And here is the story of how two gentlemen did this, and their reward.
’Tis to be seen that a surprise awaited Mr. Rich when that hood should
be lifted, for she wore it muffled about her face. She came up beside
him and dropped her curtsey, and he bowed sitting and rather on the
careless side, a way he affected with his suitors and suitresses. To
Mrs. Oldfield and her like, who had made their way and topped their
parts he could be deferential, otherwise he wasted no civility.
Seeing he awaited her speech, a low voice, sweet as dropping honey,
emerged from the hood.
“I venture to present myself, Sir, in hopes you might have a small part
unfilled in whatever new play you might think to produce shortly. My
ambitions are humble. ’Tis so needful I should place myself.”
Mr. Rich sat up somewhat straighter because ’twas the voice and accent
of no Drury Lane hussey, but of a gentlewoman. Here his first surprise
lay in wait for him because it was by no means a common thing that a
young gentlewoman should find her way to his parlour. I own him curious
as he provoked her to speak further.
“Ambition should never be humble in this profession, Madam. ’Tis a fair
field and no favour, and if an actress wins the public there’s nothing
beyond her hopes.”
“True, Sir. I doubt if you would find me humble later, but I can scarce
expect a gentleman of your experience will admit me at my own
valuation.”
An astonishing admission. His heavy eye lightened a little. This
resembled not the modesty, mock or otherwise, of the cringing suppliant
that was his usual fare in that place. He dallied a moment with the
surprisingness of the thing.
“Then you value yourself high, Madam. Doth your experience warrant it?”
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