“I can tell you,” said Miss Ross. “They were forced for five years
into the service, as either soldiers or sailors; but as they nearly
always deserted, this was changed, and smugglers were sent to prison
instead. As for the smuggling vessels, when these were taken, they
were sawn through in three places.”
Bimbo groaned aloud.
“Nothing nice happens nowadays,” he said. “No smuggling, no
highwaymen, no pirates; _nothing_. People go about in top hats.”
“There are burglars still,” said Clare.
“I was much afraid of robbers when I was a child,” said Miss Ross.
“When the nurses withdrew, and I was left alone to go to sleep, I
became immediately so convinced of the presence of a robber close to
me, that I invented a way of softening his heart. I took to saying
my prayers aloud. ‘O bless my mother and father,’ I would say, ‘and
teach me to live dutifully towards them in word and deed; bless my
brothers and sisters, my playmates and friends;’ and then, slightly
raising my voice, I would say, ‘and O, bless the thief now in the
room.’ I used to think he could not possibly harm me if he heard
himself prayed for, and I did not stop here. I would explain to God
that I felt he only stole because he hadn’t thought much about it,
and that if God blessed him and made him happy, he would give it up.
And so my thoughts being distracted by inventing excuses for the
robber, my fear would gradually decline, and I would fall asleep.
[Illustration: _Raeburn_ MISS ROSS]
“But I have never found among grown people,” she continued, “a just
appreciation of this torture children may undergo in their fear of
being alone in the dark. It is better in your days, my dears, I have
noticed this. You may have night lights, and your doors are left
wide; but in my generation these qualms were all brushed aside.”
“Do go on telling us about when you were little,” said Clare.
“There’s hardly any story I like better than when grown-up people
will do that.”
“I was not an amusing child,” answered Miss Ross, “and nothing very
much happened to me. But I suppose children are the same in all ages,
as to what they like and what they think about, and in the manner to
them in which life appears. Have you ever looked back at the house
you live in from a distance, and caught yourself saying, ‘I must just
run back, and find the house without me.’ The instant recognition of
its being an impossibility is less real than the impulse itself.
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