“Not one man in a million, sir, would come through such an ordeal
unharmed. And yet what do we do?--what does the Church do for these
brave creatures on whose virtue and heroism the welfare of the nation
depends? If they fall it cuts them off, and there is nothing before
them but the streets or crime or the Union or suicide. And meanwhile it
marries the men who have tempted them to the snug and sheltered darlings
for whose wealth or rank or beauty they have been pushed aside. Oh,
uncle, when I walk down Regent Street in the daytime I am angry, but
when I walk down Regent Street at night I am ashamed. And then to think
of the terrible solitude of London to working girls who want to live
pure lives--the terrible spiritual loneliness!”
John's voice was breaking, but the Prime Minister had almost ceased to
hear. Thinking he had realized the truth at last, his own youth seemed
to be sitting before him and he felt a deep pity.
“Coffee here or in the library, your lordship?” said the man at his
elbow.
“The library,” he answered, and taking John's arm again he returned to
the other room. There was a fire burning now, and a book lay under the
lamp on a little table, with a silver paper-cutter through the middle to
mark the page.
“How you remind me of your mother sometimes, John! That was just like
her voice, do you know--just!”
Two hours afterward he led John Storm down the long corridor to the
hall. His bleak face looked soft and his deep voice had a slight tremor.
“Good-night, my dear boy, and remember your money is always waiting for
you. Until your Christian social state is established you are only an
advocate of socialism, and may fairly use your own. If yours is the
Christianity of the first century it has to exist in the nineteenth, you
know. You can't live on air or fly without wings. I shall be curious to
see what approach, to the Christian ideal the condition of civilization
admits of. Yet I don't know what your religious friends and the humdrum
herd will think of you--mad probably, or at least weak and childish and
perhaps even a hunter after easy popularity. But good-night, and God
bless you in, your people's church and Devil's Acre!”
John was flushed and excited. He had been talking of his plans, his
hopes, his expectations. God would provide for him in this as in
everything, and then God's priest ought to be God's poor. Meantime two
gentlemen in plush waited for him at the door. One handed him his hat,
the other his stick and gloves.
Then with regular steps, and his hands behind him, the Prime Minister
paced back through the quiet corridors. Returning to the library, he
took up his book and tried to read. It was a novel, but he could not
attend to the incidents in other people's lives. From time to time he
said to himself: “Poor boy! Will he find her? Will he save her?” One
pathetic idea had fixed itself on his mind--John Storm's love of God was
love of a woman, and she was fallen and wrecked and lost.
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