* * * * *
“Later.--Poor, poor grandfather! I was interrupted in the writing of my
letter this morning by another of those sudden alarms. He had fainted
again, and it is extraordinary how helpless the aunties are in a case of
illness. Grandfather knows it too; and after I had done all I could to
bring him round, he opened his eyes and whispered that he had something
to say to me alone. At that the poor old things left the room with tears
of woe and a look of understanding. Then fetching a difficult breath he
said, '_You_ are not afraid, Glory, are you?' and I answered him 'No,'
though my heart was trembling. And then a feeble smile struggled through
the wan features of his drawn face, and he told me his attack was only
another summons. 'I'll soon die for good,' he said, 'and you must be
strong and brave, my child, for death is the common lot, and then what
is there to fear?' I didn't try to contradict him--what was the good of
doing that? And after he had spoken of the coming time he talked quietly
of his past life, how he had weathered the storm for seventy odd years,
and his Almighty Father was bringing him into harbour at last. 'I can't
pray for life any longer, Glory. Many a time I did so in the old days
when I had to bring up my little granddaughter, but my task is over now,
and after the day is done where is the tired labourer who does not lie
down to his rest with a will?'
“The doctor has been and gone. There is no ailment, and nothing to be
done or hoped. It is only a general failure and a sinking earthward of
the poor worn-out body as the soul rises to the heaven that is waiting
to receive it. What a pagan I feel beside him! And how glad I am that
I didn't talk of leaving him again when he was on the eve of his far
longer journey! I have sent the aunties to bed, but Rosa has made
me promise to awaken her at four, that she may take her turn at his
bedside.
* * * * *
“Next Morning.--Rosa relieved me during the night, and I came to my
room and lay down in the dullness of the dawn. But now I am sorry that
I allowed her to do so, for I did not sleep, and grandfather appears
to have been troubled with dreams. I fancied he shuddered a little as I
left them together, and more than once through the wall I heard him cry,
'Bring him back!' in the toneless voice of one who is labouring under
the terrors of a nightmare. But each time I heard Rosa comforting him,
so I lay down again without going in.
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