“Ah, we have placed ourselves above the ordinary conditions of life
that none may claim our affections in the same way as Christ. Man has
to contend with two sets of enemies--those from within and those from
without; and no temptations are more subtle than those which come in the
name of our holiest affections. But the sword of the spirit must keep
the tempter away. There is the Judas in all of us, and he will betray us
with a kiss if he can.”
John Storm's breast was heaving. He could scarcely conceal his
agitation; but the Father had risen to go.
“It is eight o'clock, and I must be back to Compline,” he said. And
then he laughed and added: “We never ride in cabs; but I must needs walk
across the park to-night, for I have given away all my money.”
At that the smile of an angel came into his old face, and lie said, with
a sweet simplicity:
“I love the park. Every morning the children play there, and then it is
the holy Catholic Church to me, and I like to walk in it and to lay my
hands on the heads of the little ones, and to ask a blessing for them,
and to empty my-self. This morning as I was coming here I met a little
boy carrying a bundle. 'And what is _your_ name, my little man?' I said,
and he told me what it was. 'And how old are you?' I asked. 'Twelve
years,' he answered. 'And what have you got in your bundle?' 'Father's
dinner, sir,' he said. 'And what is your father, my son?' 'A carpenter,'
said the boy. And I thought if I had been living in Palestine nineteen
hundred years ago I might have met another little Boy carrying the
dinner of his father, who was also a carpenter, in a little bundle which
Mary had made up for him. So I felt in my pocket, and all I had was my
fare home again, and I gave it to the little man as a thank-offering to
God that he had suffered me to meet a sweet boy of twelve whose father
was a carpenter.”
John Storm's eyes were dim with tears.
“Good-bye, Brother Paul, and God send you back to us soon!--Good-bye to
you, dear friend; and when the world deals harshly with you come to
us for a few days in Retreat, that in the silence of your soul you may
forget its vanities and vexations and fix your thoughts above.”
John Storm could not resist the impulse--he dropped to his knees at the
Father's feet.
“Bless me also, Father, as you blessed the carpenter's boy.”
The Father raised two fingers of his right hand and said:
“God bless you, my son, and be with you and strengthen you, and when he
smiles on you may the frown of man affect you not!--Father in heaven,
look down on this fiery soul and succour him! Help him to cast off every
anchor that holds him to the world, and make him as a voice crying in
the wilderness, 'Come out of her, my people, saith our God.'”
When John rose from his knees the saintly face was gone, and all the air
seemed to be filled with a heavenly calm.
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