“A bit truculent in argument sometimes,” admitted the other, smiling.
“You bowled over some of our best doctors in theology. There wasn’t
much you were afraid of.”
“On the contrary, I was afraid of everything. It was the first time I
had ever been afraid, too. Westbury frightened me.”
“Yet I knew then that you would live to make Westbury proud of you. I
believe I never had such hopes for any young man as I had for you.”
“And now?”
“And now?” The Bishop turned the question back upon the man.
“And now,” said Newbold bitterly, “where are the hopes?”
“Exactly where they were before. Don’t you know, lad, that we old men
are incorrigible in hopes?”
“I know that you are, Bishop, incorrigible in hope,--and in patience.”
The Bishop’s eyes narrowed to fine scrutiny, “Have I then, do you feel,
something to be patient about?”
Newbold shot a sharp glance, searching the Bishop’s meaning. They both
waited. At last Newbold, leaning back in his chair lifted steady eyes.
“Since we’re talking this morning, Bishop, about the things on my mind,
there are, as you seem to guess, more things. I’d be glad to get them
all clear with you this morning. It’s a relief to talk, no matter where
we come out. I’m afraid, that perhaps you haven’t always understood,
Bishop, my apparent opposition to your wishes on some occasions that
perhaps we both remember.”
“We both remember, yes!”
At the tone Newbold started, grew more vehement, “Oh, if you could
but understand, Bishop! Why, sometimes, as I have stood between your
desires on the one hand and what I knew to be those of the majority of
the clergy and laity on the other, what I knew to be necessary to the
prosperity of the diocese and the church, I have verily felt myself
between two fires.”
“Or between two masters?”
Nervous irritation fretted Newbold’s forehead. “Yes, I suppose, that,
too, in a way, from your point of view, Bishop. The point of view
of--well--of the apostles, perhaps!” He hesitated, but then grew
defensive, “In practical application, Bishop, it is impossible that the
policies of primitive Christianity should prevail in their pristine
simplicity in the church to-day!”
The Bishop was long silent, the white profile of his far-away face
clear before Newbold’s watching eyes. Newbold spoke at last in anxious
apology. “You understand, therefore, I hope, Bishop, my policy, as I
understand yours? I wanted you to understand.”
“Why do you want me to understand?”
There was something very strange in those far, far blue eyes, so old,
so ageless. Newbold gazed into them, curiously compelled. “Perhaps you
know best the answer to that, Bishop.”
A wistful smile touched the Bishop’s lips, “Perhaps I do, lad. For it
has been a long while that we have been friends.”
“You know, Bishop, surely,” the man cried out, “how I feel toward
you,--in spite of--mere policies?”
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