To the Bishop, room and river and woman were still the same. Spent
to the uttermost as he knew himself to be to-day, Lucy’s indomitable
vitality quickened him with sharp hope; perhaps, after all, there was
much he could still leave to Lucy! But not yet for him the outpouring,
as ever, into Lucy’s ear. That would come, but not yet! How happy,
now, shut in by that race round and round the walls of those merry
picnickers, to pluck, as it were a Christmas gift from a tree, one hour
in which they should still be boy and girl together.
As they talked, two faces looked over their shoulders; over the
Bishop’s a boy’s with brown hair flung back, with eager listening
eyes, and a mouth that spoke poetry and as instantly laughed out in
merry mockery of it, a face that, clear as water, was all the play of
a mobile brain; and close by Lucy’s head, another in a white bonnet,
green-ribboned and green-leaved, from which, framed in red-gold curls,
looked out a tinted cameo face, with green-blue eyes, mocking and
mysterious. To-day, Lucy’s body was still fragile and unbroken, as in
girlhood, and for all she had married and borne four children, her
soul still went unfettered as when she was a girl. But age had charred
the Bishop’s face to fine white ashes, in which the blue eyes burned,
luminous and inward.
“Henry,” mused Lucy, “the poetry never came back to you, did it? Do you
ever write nowadays, ever snare a little wild, singing poem now?”
“The verses come to me sometimes still, but not near enough to catch,
or to _wish_ to catch, perhaps. I do sometimes see the pictures still,
this very morning, for instance, and I hear rhythms; but, no, I have
never written since--since Nan went.”
He was silent a moment, lips tightening, then lights began to gleam on
his face, with the familiar pleasure of thinking aloud to Lucy. “But
perhaps I do not write because I can no longer distinguish between
poetry and prose, in life. That is boy’s work, really, to see the
sharp outlines of things that afterwards, for us, seem to overlap, to
interweave. Poetry and prose, which is which? Just so the distinction
between the sacred and the secular, easy enough at twenty, not at
eighty: then the two were clear to me as bars of sun and shadow on a
pavement; now the sun-bars would seem all softened with shadow, and the
shadow all shot through with sun. Just so the distinction between the
divine and the human, God and man, where shall one separate the two?
Can anyone say. Just so far,--” here the Bishop, all eager explanation,
drew the figure of a cross upon the leather armchair, keeping an ivory
finger tip upon the spot, “just so far shall God stoop to man, just so
far man rise to God! Oh! no, no!” He erased the imaginary cross with
a quick brushing of his long hand, “life is not like that, not sharp
distinctions, it is all interwoven, interwoven!
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