The Bishop’s voice was low, lower than he knew, and it is sometimes
impossible to hear or to speak. It was a long time before Lucy’s hands
dropped from a face a-quiver. She looked about, startled to know
herself alone when she felt only him, everywhere.
But quietly the outer door had closed.
PART IV
Stars thridded the bare elm-boughs overhead. Always against the
blackness of the next corner loomed a blurred ball of light, which,
on approach, turned into a familiar street lamp. The broad avenue was
almost deserted. From blurred light to light ran a space of pavement
blessedly firm to hurrying, uncertain feet, yet lights and pavement
seemed to multiply and stretch away indefinitely. But if one hurried,
hurried on, there was someone waiting at the end.
Sometimes, against the dark faces of the housefronts, window-shades
were rolled up, like eyelids opening, on home-pictures that reminded
the Bishop it was Christmas night. The morning of the day gleamed
through mist like one of the street lamps he was passing. Faces kept
forming close against his eyes and then melted again into gray, into
black, Mrs. Graham’s and Murray’s and Lucy’s, suffering, lonely faces
that had been locked against his pleading. Now there only remained to
get home.
A street of black housefronts, closed upon good cheer within, the
Bishop’s own street, any door of which would have opened readily to
his need, had anyone guessed it! But illness had left in his brain
only a great homing instinct. He knew he must not stop along the way,
because like all other men in all the world on Christmas-night, he,
too, had his own, and there, at home, his own were waiting for him.
For at last he knew why he was hurrying so, it was because Annie was
there, at home. He might not find her below in the hall, but she would
be upstairs, listening for him and waiting. He knew that when his key
turned, he should hear her voice, liquid and sweet with welcome, come
floating down the shadowy stair, “Up here! I’m up here, Hal!”
Yet when at length the Bishop did press his key into the lock, the
house was silent and the hallway unlighted and chilly. Still Annie’s
presence seemed all-pervasive, catching him back to older days,
and making him, as he groped for a match and lighted the gas-jet,
forget to wonder why Mrs. Graham had not returned or to surmise the
train missed for the baby’s sake. As he hung overcoat and hat on a
peg of the towering black-walnut rack, his face being reflected to
unseeing eyes in the glimmering mirror, the familiarity of the action
and the security of his own hallway and open study door steadied
and strengthened him. He had got home safe and sound after all, and
now before climbing up to bed and undertaking all the weariness of
undressing, he would put on his old black velvet dressing gown, and
would sit down in the dark, in the sagging old leather armchair, and
rest a little, and look out on the stars in the band of night-sky
stretching below the rim of the piazza roof.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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