“Merry Christmas,” she murmured perfunctorily, as, in the holiday
absence of a maid, she turned toward the business of the Bishop’s
breakfast. The raised slide of the dumb-waiter made a gap in the
solid paneling of dark cupboards occupying one wall. Like other
dining-rooms on River Street, the room had two long windows looking
toward the water. There was a wide piazza beyond them, hung with the
gnarly ropes of leafless Virginia creeper. It was a dark-wainscoted
room, but now the level eastern sun flooded it, and there was a great
crimson spot of roses at the Bishop’s plate. The table was set for
one, he noticed; when Maria was away, Mrs. Graham insisted on serving
him with her own hands, instead of settling comfortably into her usual
seat. In the silent room, only the sound of the dumb waiter that
creaked and rattled, but the Bishop was waiting to speak, after the
long patience of three years. When his breakfast had been set forth to
her satisfaction, Mrs. Graham sank upon the edge of a chair near the
window, keeping an alert eye on the Bishop’s needs, but having also an
air of absence.
“Well,” she burst out at last, “so it’s Christmas again!”
“Yes,” the Bishop smiled, “‘again.’ It comes around pretty often,
doesn’t it? This is your third Christmas in Westbury.”
“I wonder how many more I’ll have, in Westbury.”
“Is it such a bad place to spend Christmas in then, Westbury?”
“Bad for me, yes! After Fair Orchard!”
“But I had hoped you had begun to feel at home in Westbury.”
“Me! At home! In Westbury! No, I’ve no place here and never can have.
I see that plain enough,--just a housekeeper, anyway! I’ve no place
in the place, I mean, like at home! Oh, there’s no harm in Westbury!
It’s not as bad as some towns. There’s show here, but it’s not showy;
there’s money, but there’s manners, too! Only there’s no _heart_ in the
place! How could there be, with Dr. Newbold running the church and Mrs.
Hollister running society?”
“They both have hearts, I am sure, Mrs. Graham.”
“Maybe. Not for plain people, or poor people, though. Maybe for you.
Although Dr. Newbold--” she broke off sharply, teeth on lip, while her
eyes, too full and bright with meaning, changed before the Bishop’s
gaze, and she altered her unspoken sentence, concluding, “Dr. Newbold
suits the place all right. He don’t suit me, that’s all. It’s kind of
spoiled church for me, going to St. John’s, and church in Fair Orchard
was such a lot to me. It’s queer when you always hear about Westbury
being such a strong church place that it should have spoiled church
for me. It’s all right when you preach, of course, Bishop, but it’s
something else I’m talking about. It was different at home--oh,” her
rosy face darkened savagely, “sometimes it seems as if my church was
just another of the things she’s taken from me along with my home and
my boy!”
The Bishop closed his eyes an instant, seeking counsel.
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