The circuit rider : $b A tale of the heroic ageEggleston, Edward
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The circuit rider : $b A tale of the heroic age
Eggleston, Edward
Christian fiction; Circuit riders -- Fiction; Social problems -- Fiction; West (U.S.) -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction
Patty knew he would come. She went about her work next morning,
humming some trifling air, that she might seem nonchalant. But after
awhile she happened to think that her humming was an indication of
pre-occupation. So she ceased to hum. Then she remembered that
people would certainly interpret silence as indicative of meditation;
she immediately fell a-talking with might and main, until one of the
younger girls asked: "What does make Patty talk so much?" Upon
which, Patty ceased to talk and went to work harder than ever; but,
being afraid that the eagerness with which she worked would betray
her, she tried to work more slowly until that was observed. The very
devices by which we seek to hide mental pre-occupation generally
reveal it.
At last Patty was fain to betake herself to the loom-room, where she
could think without having her thoughts guessed at. Here, too, she
would be alone when Morton should come.
Poor Morton, having told his mother of his religious change, found it
hard indeed to tell Patty. But he counted certainly that she would
censure him for gambling, which would make it so much easier for him
to explain to her that the only way for him to escape from vice was
to join the Methodists, and thus give up all to a better life. He
shaped some sentences founded upon this supposition. But after all
his effort at courage, and all his praying for grace to help him to
"confess Christ before men," he found the cross exceedingly hard to
bear; and when he set his foot upon the threshold of the loom-room,
his heart was in his mouth and his face was suffused with guilty
blushes. Ah, weak nature! He was not blushing for his sins, but for
his repentance!
Patty, seeing his confusion, determined to make him feel how full of
forgiveness love was. She saw nobleness in his very shame, and she
generously resolved that she would not ask, that she would not allow,
a confession. She extended her hand cordially and beamed upon him,
and told him how glad she was that he had come back,
and--and--well--; she couldn't find anything else to say, but she
urged him to sit down and handed him a splint-bottom chair, and tried
for the life of her to think of something to say--the silence was so
embarrassing. But talking for talk's sake is always hard. One talks
as one breathes--best when volition has nothing to do with it.
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