The circuit rider : $b A tale of the heroic ageEggleston, Edward
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The circuit rider : $b A tale of the heroic age
Eggleston, Edward
Christian fiction; Circuit riders -- Fiction; Social problems -- Fiction; West (U.S.) -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction
The silence was embarrassing to Morton, but not half so much so as
Patty's talk. For he had not expected this sort of an opening. If
she had accused him of gambling, if she had spurned him, the road
would have been plain. But now that she loved him and forgave him of
her own sweet generosity, how should he smite her pride in the face
by telling her that he had joined himself to the illiterate, vulgar
fanatical sect of ranting Methodists, whom she utterly despised?
Truly the Enemy had set an unexpected snare for his unwary feet. He
had resolved to confess his religious devotion with heroic courage,
but he had not expected to be disarmed in this fashion. He talked
about everything else, he temporized, he allowed her to turn the
conversation as she would, hoping vainly that she would allude to his
gambling. But she did not. Could it be that she had not heard of
it? Must he then reveal that to her also?
While he was debating the question in his mind, Patty, imagining that
he was reproaching himself for the sin and folly of gambling, began
to talk of what had happened in the neighborhood--how Jake Sniger
"fell with the power" on Sunday and got drunk on Tuesday: "that's all
this Methodist fuss amounts to, you know," she said. Morton thought
it ungracious to blurt out at this moment that he was a Methodist:
there would be an air of contradiction in the avowal; so he sat still
while Patty turned all the sobbing and sighing, and shouting and loud
praying of the meetings into ridicule. And Morton became conscious
that it was getting every minute more and more difficult for him to
confess his conversion. He thought it better to return to his
gambling for a starting point.
"Did you hear what a bad boy I've been, Patty?"
"Oh! yes. I'm sorry you got into such a bad scrape; but don't say
any more about it, Morton. You're too good for me with all your
faults, and you won't do it any more."
"But I want to tell you all about it, and what happened while I was
gone. I'm afraid you'll think too hard of me--"
"But I don't think hard of you at all, and I don't want to hear about
it because it isn't pleasant. It'll all come out right at last: I'd
a great deal rather have you a little wild at first than a hard
Methodist, like Kike, for instance."
"But--"
"I tell you, Morton, I won't hear a word. Not one word. I want you
to feel that whatever anybody else may say, I know you're all right."
You think Morton very weak. But, do you know how exceedingly sweet
is confidence from one you love, when there is only censure, and
suspicion, and dark predictions of evil from everybody else? Poor
Morton could not refuse to bask in the sunshine for a moment after so
much of storm. It is not the north wind, but the southern breezes
that are fatal to the ice-berg's voyage into sunny climes.
At last he rose to go. He felt himself a Peter. He had denied the
Master!
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