The circuit rider : $b A tale of the heroic ageEggleston, Edward
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The circuit rider : $b A tale of the heroic age
Eggleston, Edward
Christian fiction; Circuit riders -- Fiction; Social problems -- Fiction; West (U.S.) -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction
"Patty," he said, with resolution, "I have not been honest with you.
I meant to tell you something when I first came, and I didn't. It is
hard to have to give up your love. But I'm afraid you won't care for
me when I tell you--"
The severity of Morton's penitence only touched Patty the more deeply.
"Morton," she said, interrupting, "if you've done anything naughty, I
forgive you without knowing it. But I don't want to hear any more
about it, I tell you." And with that the blushing Patty held her
cheek up for her betrothed to kiss, and when Morton, trembling with
conflicting emotions, had kissed her for the first time, she slipped
away quickly to prevent his making any painful confessions.
For a moment Morton stood charmed with her goodness. When he
believed himself to have conquered, he found himself vanquished.
In a dazed sort of way he walked the greater part of the distance
home. He might write to her about it. He might let her hear it from
others. But he rejected both as unworthy of a man. The memory of
the kiss thrilled him, and he was tempted to throw away his Methodism
and rejoice in the love of Patty, now so assured. But suddenly he
seemed to himself to be another Judas. He had not denied the
Lord--he had betrayed him; and with a kiss!
Horrified by this thought, Morton hastened back toward Captain
Lumsden's. He entered the loom-room, but it was vacant. He went
into the living-room, and there he saw not Patty alone, but the whole
family. Captain Lumsden had at that moment entered by the opposite
door. Patty was carding wool with hand-cards, and she looked up,
startled at this reappearance of her lover when she thought him
happily dismissed.
"Patty," said Morton, determined not to fall into any devil's snare
by delay, and to atone for his great sin by making his profession as
public as possible, "Patty, what I wanted to say was, that I have
determined to be a Christian, and I have
joined--the--Methodist--Church."
Morton's sense of inner conflict gave this utterance an unfortunate
sound of defiance, and it aroused all Patty's combativeness. It was
in fact a death wound to her pride. She had feared sometimes that
Morton would be drawn into Methodism, but that he should join the
despised sect without so much as consulting her was more than she
could bear. This, then, was the way in which her forbearance and
forgiveness were rewarded! There stood her father, sneering like a
Mephistopheles. She would resent the indignity, and at the same time
show her power over her lover.
"Morton, if you are a Methodist, I never want to see you again," she
said, with lofty pride, and a solemn awfulness of passion more
terrible than an oath.
"Don't say that, Patty!" stammered Morton, stretching his hands out
in eager, despairing entreaty. But this only gave Patty the greater
assurance that a little decision on her part would make him give up
his Methodism.
[Illustration: THE CHOICE.]
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