Who lives in that little house? Of course, everybody knows--well,
everybody? I confess, I do not. But the rest of the world does, and so
what is the good of letting one’s imagination run a-riot when the first
policeman would cheerfully give one the information. But if your
imagination did run riot, think of the tales you could tell yourself
about the owner of that little house in Kensington Gardens! I have never
asked a policeman, so I am at liberty to do what I like. It is really
the best way in this world; so much more interesting than knowledge.
Knowledge, after all, is only knowing things, facts, which next year may
not be facts at all. Facts die. But when you imagine, you create
something which can live forever. The whole secret of the matter being
that its life depends on you, not on Circumstance.
One Friday, three weeks or more after the slender incident of the last
candle in the Sardinia St. chapel, those rooms in number 39 Fetter Lane
became unbearable. When they did that, they got very small; the walls
closed in together and there was no room to move. Even the sounds in
the street had no meaning. They became so loud and jarring that they
lost meaning altogether.
Moreover, on Friday, the clarionet player came. It was his day; nothing
could alter that. If the calendar had not been moved on for weeks
together--and some calendars do suffer in that way--John at least knew
the Friday of the week. It is an ill wind, you know--even when it is
that which is blown through the reed of a clarionet.
But on this particular morning, the clarionet player was insufferable.
There is a day in nearly every week on which the things which one has
grown accustomed to, the sounds that one listens to without hearing, the
sights that one looks at without seeing, become blatant and jarring. It
is then that we hear these sounds twice as loudly as we should, that we
see those things twice as vividly as they are. It is then that the word
"unbearable" comes charged with the fullest of its meaning. And just
such a day was this Friday in the middle of April--it does not matter
how many years ago.
John had been working. He was writing a short story--a very tricksy
thing to try and do. It was nearly finished, the room was getting
smaller and smaller; the sounds in the street were becoming more and
more insistent. A barrel organ had just moved away, leaving a rent of
silence in all the noise of traffic, a rent of silence which was almost
as unbearable as the confused clattering of sounds; and then the
clarionet player struck up his tune.
"Oh, Charlie, he’s my darling, my darling, my darling--
Oh, Charlie, he’s my darling, my young Chevalier."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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