There was a true, a steady note of reconciliation in her voice. She
knew and had accepted the inevitable with that silent courage which
brave women have. You knew that there would be no sudden passionate
outburst of cries and tears when at last it actually was all over. His
time of departure had come. She recognised it; had faced it bravely for
the last few days. On Claudina’s ample bosom, the first wild torrent of
weeping had been made; for your servant, your meanest slave is a woman
when she understands in such moments as these. When her agony had
passed, she had raised her head, brushed away the tears. With warm
water, Claudina had bathed her eyes and then, bravely setting a smile
upon her trembling lips, she had gone to watch by his bedside.
Gently, now, she opened the door and admitted them, then silently closed
it behind her. The jalousies were closed. In faint bars of light, the
sunshine stole into the room and lit it faintly as though stained
through the amber-coloured glass of church windows. In a deep shadow,
burnt the tiny flame of red upon their bedroom altar. Bowed humbly down
before it, knelt the priest, whose even, muttered tones just stirred in
a gentle vibration of sound as of some hive of bees muffled with a heavy
cloth and, only with the sibilant lisping of the breath between his lips
as he pronounced certain letters, did it seem that a man was speaking at
all. It was all so quiet, so even, so monotonous, a gentle noise to
waft a spirit to its last sleep.
In a dark corner of the room, away from the rest, almost lost in the
shadow, knelt Claudina, her head bent low upon her breast, her shoulders
gently lifting and falling in sobs that were tuned low to the silence.
She did not look up as they entered. The priest did not move his head.
It all continued, just as if nothing had happened and, lying still,
inert upon the pillow, almost lost in the big bed, was that silent
figure of the old white-haired gentleman, who never stirred, nor uttered
any sound, as though the chanting of the priest had already lulled him
to his infinite sleep.
They all knelt down by the bedside, buried their faces in their hands,
and the chanting continued.
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