Now it was empty. The whole room was empty. She heard sounds, sounds in
Venice, sounds that she had never realised before. She heard the clock
ticking and wondered why she had never heard that. She heard Claudina
moving in the kitchen. She heard the voice of a gondolier singing on
the canal.
Presently, she rose to her feet and walked slowly to a drawer that had
long been closed. Opening it, she took out some part of an old lace
shawl, unfinished, where it had been laid from that moment when God had
withered her hands and she was powerless to do her work.
Bringing it with her, she came back to her chair; sat down and laid it
on her lap. This was the only thing incomplete in her life. Memory
became suddenly vivid as she looked at it. She almost
remembered--perhaps pretended that she did recall--the last stitch where
she had left off.
And there, when she came in for her unfailing ceremony, Claudina found
her, gazing towards the door with the unfinished lace shawl in her
hands.
The little white head moved quickly, the eyes lighted for one sudden
moment of relief----
"Surely it’s after ten o’clock, Claudina," she said.
And Claudina shook her head gravely.
"No, signora. It wants some minutes yet. But I thought if Giovanino
was gone, you ought to go to bed."
They had prepared another little room for her to sleep in; but she
insisted first upon going to see him once more.
By the light of the altar lamp, she found her way to the bed. Without
the sound of a cry, or the hesitation of those who are suddenly brought
into the presence of Death, she lifted the sheet from his face. It was
almost as though she had expected to find that he was asleep.
For a little while, she stood there, looking quietly at the peacefulness
of it all, then she bent over the bed. Claudina saw her whisper
something in his ear. At the last, she crossed him with trembling
finger, laid back the sheet upon his face and, without a sound, slowly
turned away.
In Claudina’s hands she was like a little child. Like a little child,
she was undressed, like a little child put into her bed, the clothes
pulled warmly round her, her beads given into her hand to hold.
With candle lighted and held above her head, Claudina stood at the door
before she went out. The tears rushed warmly to her eyes as she saw the
white head alone upon the pillow, and thought of the silent figure they
had just left in the other room.
"_Buona notte, signora,_" she said as bravely as she could.
"_Buona notte,_" replied the little old white-haired lady.
At her accustomed hour of the morning, came Claudina into the little
room. Feeling her way to the window, she threw open wide the jalousies.
A flood of sunshine beat into the room and made all dazzling white.
Claudina felt thankful for it. It was a new day. It was a wonderful
day.
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