But he knew. He knew well enough, and took as long over the business as
it was possible to be. When the apprehension of discovery made her turn
her head, he threw the match away. Well, it was a waste of time then.
"I thought," said she presently, "you had told me your name was John?"
"So it is."
"Then why did you tell Ronald to deliver the papers to Thomas Grey?"
"That is my father."
"And does he live in Venice?"
What a wonderful thing is curiosity in other people, when you yourself
are only too ready to divulge! Loth only to tell her it all too
quickly, John readily answered all she asked.
"Yes, he lives in Venice," he replied.
"Always?"
"Always now."
She gazed into a distance of her own--that distance in which nearly
every woman lives.
"What a wonderful place it must be to live in," said she.
He turned his head to look at her.
"You’ve never been there?"
"Never."
"Ah! there’s a day in your life yet then."
Her forehead wrinkled. Ah, it may not sound pretty, but it was. The
daintiest things in life are not to be written in a sentence. You get
them sometimes in a single word; but oh, that word is so hard to find.
"How do you mean?" she asked.
"The day you go to Venice--if ever you do go--will be one day quite by
itself in your life. You will be alive that day."
"You love it?"
She knew he did. That was the attraction in asking the question--to
hear him say so. There is that in the voice of one confessing to the
emotion--for whatever object it may happen to be--which can thrill the
ear of a sensitive listener. A sense of envy comes tingling with it.
It is the note in the voice, perhaps. You may hear it sometimes in the
throat of a singer--that note which means the passion, the love of
something, and something within you thrills in answer to it.
"You love it?" she repeated.
"I know it," replied John--"that’s more than loving."
"What does your father do there?"
"He’s an artist--but he does very little work now. He’s too old. His
heart is weak, also."
"Then does he live there by himself?"
"Oh, no--my mother lives with him. They have wonderful old rooms in the
Palazzo Capello in the Rio Marin. She is old, too. Well--she’s over
sixty. They didn’t marry until she was forty. And he’s about ten years
older than she is."
"Are you the only child?"
"The only child--yes."
"How is it that they didn’t marry until your mother was forty?"
She pattered on with her questions. Having accepted him as a friend,
the next thing to do was to get to know all about him. It is just as
well, in case people should ask; but in this huddle of houses where one
knows more of the life of one’s next-door neighbour than one ever does
of one’s friends, it really scarcely matters. She thought she wanted to
know because she ought to know. But that was not it at all. She had to
know. She was meant to know. There is a difference.
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