Do you wonder his breath was of relief? Would you wonder if, wrapped up
in that breath, there had been a prayer of thanks to St. Joseph? Only a
little prayer, not even spoken in the breath, hardly expressed in the
thought that accompanied it--but still a prayer--as much a prayer in his
heart, as you might say there was a butterfly in the heart of a cocoon.
We know that there is only a chrysalis--sluggish, inert, incapable of
the light and dainty flight of a butterfly’s wings--but still it will be
a butterfly one day. That was just about the relation of John’s breath
to a prayer.
Under his eyes, he stole a look at her. She was not thinking of
pennies! Not she! Once you make a woman curious--pennies won’t buy
back her peace of mind. She was beginning her tricks again with the
ferrule of her umbrella. Why is it that a woman can so much better
express herself with the toe of an elegant shoe or the point of a
fifteen and six-penny umbrella? Nothing less dainty than this will
serve her. Give her speech and she ties herself into a knot with it
like a ball of worsted and then complains that she is not understood.
But with the toe of an elegant shoe--mind you, if it is not elegant, you
must give her something else--she will explain a whole world of emotion.
She had begun scratching up the mould again. John watched the
unconscious expression of her mind with the point of that umbrella. One
figure after another she scratched and then crossed out. First it was a
ship, rigged as no ship has ever been rigged before or since. The
_Albatross_, of course. Then a dome, the dome of a building. He could
not follow that. He would have had to know that she had once had a
picture book in which was a picture of Santa Maria della
Salute--otherwise the meaning of that dome was impossible to follow. He
thought it was a beehive. Really, of course, you understood this from
the first yourself, it meant Venice. Then she began carving letters.
The first was G. The second was R. She thought she felt him looking,
glanced up quickly, but he was gazing far away across the round pond.
It is always as well not to look. Women are very shy when they are
expressing their emotions. It is always as well not to look; but you
will be thought a dullard if you do not see. John was gazing across the
pond. But nevertheless, she scratched those first two letters out. When
he saw that, he took pity.
"Shall I tell you what the secret papers are?" said he, with a smile.
Ah, the gratitude in her eyes.
"Do!" she replied.
"It’s a short story."
"A short story! You write? Why didn’t you tell me that before?"
"But it’s only a short story," said John, "that no one’ll ever read."
"Won’t it be published?"
"No--never."
"Why?"
"Because people won’t like it."
"How do you know?"
"I’m sure of it. I know what they like."
"Read it to me and I’ll tell you if I like it."
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