I have spoken of Regina Barry as another transmigrated soul. I have
said that I could not tell at a glance in what direction her spirit had
traveled; nor could I after some days of intercourse. As much as she had
been frank and open in the other period of our acquaintance, she had now
become mystery to me—elusive, tantalizing, sealed. By the end of a few
days I began to perceive that she came near me only, as I might say,
officially. If there was danger or storm or darkness—we sailed without
lights—she was within reach of me. She was within reach of me many a time
if I wanted no more than a book that had fallen or a rug that had been
left elsewhere on the deck. It was strange how hovering and protective
her presence could be for the moment of need, and how far withdrawn the
minute I could get along alone.
And far withdrawn the transmigrated spirit seemed to me at all times. Do
what I would to traverse the distance, I found her as remote as ever. Do
what I would to break down her defenses or transcend them, they still
rose between us, impalpable, impregnable, and all but indiscernible. She
had traveled away from me as I had traveled away from her; and yet now
that we met in space there was some indefinable bond between us.
It was in right of that bond that I asked her one day why she was going
home.
“Oh, for all sorts of reasons.” She added, “One of them is on account of
father.”
“Isn’t he well?”
“Yes, he’s well enough. That isn’t it.”
As she did not explain, I refrained from asking further, not because I
didn’t want to know, but because I knew she would tell me.
It was our usual trysting-place, the deck rail, though not now that
which ran along the side of the ship, but the one across the portion of
the upper deck toward the bow, allowing us to look down on the pit in
which the few steerage passengers took the air. They were standing about
in helpless, idle groups, some ten or twelve oddly clad, oddly hatted
men, with three or four of their women, and a white staring baby, whose
fingers, as it hung over its mother’s shoulder, dangled like bits of
string.
We were in the Gulf Stream, so that the day was comparatively mild. A
north wind not too violent blew away the possibility of fog and sent an
occasional shaft of sunshine through the rifts in the great gray clouds.
The swell left over from the gale of the past few days tossed the ship’s
nose into the air with a long, slow, rhythmic heave, slightly to port,
and gave to good sailors like ourselves that pleasant sensation of
swinging which a bird must get on a tree.
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