Wind and water were fraught with the nameless peaceful intimations of
the New World after the turmoil of the Old one. It is difficult to say
how one seizes them, but they come with the Gulf Stream. I have always
noticed that half-way over there is a change in the aura, the atmosphere.
It throws a breath of balsam on the wind, and flashes on the waves that
gleam which Cabot, Jacques Cartier, and the Pilgrims saw when they
sighted land.
It is that wonderful sense of going westward which, I suppose, is primal
to the instinct. Going eastward, one is going back to beginnings, to
things lived, to things over and done with. Going westward, all is hope.
It is the onward reach, the upward grasp, the endless striving. It is
the lifting of the hands, the straining of the power to achieve, the
yearning of the inner man. The thing that is finished is left behind, and
the thing to be wrestled with and done is in front of one. The very sun
goes before one with a splendid gesture of beckoning—on to work, on to
self-denial, on to triumph and success—and when it sets it sets with a
promise of a morrow.
We had already begun to feel that; and on my part in a spirit of
compunction. I was going, as far as lay within my small powers, to turn
the west back upon the east again, to reverse nature by making the stream
flow toward its source. I was far from insensible to the pity of it, for
I had seen the effect on my own country.
I had seen my own country—that baby giant, whose very existence
as a country antedated but little the year when I was born—I
had seen it pause in its work, in its play, in its task of
self-development—listen—shiver—thrill—throw down the ax, the spade, the
hammer, the pick—go up from the field, the factory, and the mine—and
offer itself willingly. It was to me as if that was fulfilled which was
spoken by the prophet:
“I heard the voice of the Lord, saying, Whom shall I send, and who will
go for us? Then said I, Here am I; send me.”
I had seen that first flotilla of thirty-one ships sail down the St.
Lawrence, out into the ocean, and over to the shores of England, as the
first great gift of men which the New World had ever made to the Old,
as some return for all the Old had poured out upon the New. I had seen
it, for I was on it. We went gaily, as hop-pickers go to a bean-feast.
We knew it was war, but the word had no meaning for us. What it meant
we found out at Ypres, at Vimy, at Lens. But when I think of my country
now I think of her no longer as a baby giant. She has become a girl
widow—valiant, dry-eyed, high-souled, ready to go on with the interrupted
work and do bigger work—but a widow all the same.
And the sword that had pierced one heart I was bringing to pierce
another. I was sorry; but sorrow didn’t keep me, couldn’t keep me from
being terribly in earnest.
And in on these thoughts Regina Barry broke as if she had been following
them.
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