Mouse withdrew into the kitchen, coming back with two basins of porridge,
which he placed, steaming hot, before us. Presently, too, he filled our
cups with coffee. Bread and butter, sugar and milk, were all on the
table. The meal went on in silence, except for the smacking of lips and
the clinking of spoons on the crockeryware.
Of our fellow-guests I can only say that they presented different
phases of the forlorn. The man next to me was sallow, hatchet-faced,
narrow-breasted, weak of physique, and looked as if he might have been a
tailor. His hair was a shock of unkempt black curls, and his dark eyes
the largest and longest and most luminous I ever saw in a man. In their
nervous glance they made me think of a horse’s eyes, especially when he
rolled them toward me timidly.
Opposite was a sandy, freckled-face type, whom I easily diagnosed as a
Scotchman. Light hair, light eyebrows, and a heavy reddish mustache set
off a face scored with a few deep wrinkles, and savage like that of a
beast fretted with a sense of helplessness. The shaking hand that passed
the bread to me was muscular, freckled, and covered with coarse, reddish
hairs. I put him down as a gardener.
At the head of the table was a huge, unwieldy fellow who looked as if
he had all run to fat, but who, as I afterward learned, was a mass of
muscle and sinew, like a Japanese wrestler. He had bloated cheeks and
bloated hands, and a voice so big and bass that when he spoke, as he
did on going to the door to summon Mouse, he almost shook the dishes on
the dresser. He proved to be, too, a pal of Beady Lamont’s, and as a
piano-mover by profession he frequented Beady’s spheres.
At the big man’s right was a poor little whippersnapper, not more than
five foot two, who looked as if a puff would blow him away; and opposite
him a tall, spare, fine-looking Irishman, a hospital attendant, whose
face would have been full of humor had it not been convulsed for the time
being with a sense of mortal anguish. It was he who had brought us our
dishes and took pains to see that our needs were supplied.
No more than any of the others were we eager for conversation. The fact
that we were having good warm food served in a more or less regular
way was enough to occupy all that was uppermost in our thoughts. Poor
Lovey ate as he had drunk the chocolate half an hour before, with a
greed that was almost terrible. Once more I might have done the same
had I not taken his example as a warning. Not that anything I did would
have attracted attention in that particular gathering. Each man’s gaze
was turned inward. His soul’s tragedy absorbed him to the exclusion of
everything else. Reaction from the stupor of excess brought nothing but
a sense of woe. There was woe on all faces. There would have been woe in
all thoughts if conscious thought had not been outside the range of these
drugged and stultified faculties.
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