“We should be only advancing the money,” he explained; “and we should
look to you to pay us back when you can. It’s quite a usual procedure
with us, because it happens in perhaps six of our cases out of ten. I
don’t have to point out to you,” he continued, with a smile, “what I’m
always obliged to underscore with chaps like those in there, that if
you don’t make good what we spend on your account the loss comes not on
well-disposed charitable people who give of their abundance, but on poor
men who steal from their own penury. The very breakfast you ate this
morning was paid for in the main by fellows who are earning from twelve
to twenty-five dollars a week, and have families to support besides.”
I hung my head, trying to stammer out a promise of making good.
“You see those boys in there? There are five of them, and two will
probably stick to us. That’s about the proportion we keep permanently of
all who come in. I don’t know which two they will be—you never can tell.
Perhaps it will be the piano-mover and the Scotchman; perhaps the man
they call Headlights and the Irishman; perhaps the little chap and some
other one of them. But whichever they are they’ll chip in for the sake of
the new ones we shall reclaim, and take on themselves the burden of the
work.”
The thought that for the comforts I had enjoyed that morning I was
dependent on the sacrifice of men who had hardly enough for their own
children made me redden with a shame I think he understood.
“Their generosity is wonderful,” he went on, quietly; “and I tell it to
a man like you only because you can appreciate how wonderful it is. It’s
the fact that so much heart’s blood goes into this work that makes it so
living. These fellows love to give. They love to have you take the little
they can offer. You never had a meal at your own father’s table that was
laid before you more ungrudgingly than the one you ate this morning. The
men who provide it are doing humble work all over the city, all over the
country—because we’re scattered pretty far and wide. And every stroke of
a hammer, and every stitch of a needle, and every tap on a typewriter,
and every thrust of a shovel, and every dig of a pick, and every minute
of the time by which they scrape together the pennies and the quarters
and the dollars they send in to us is a prayer for you. I suppose you
know what prayer really is?”
His glance was now that of inquiry.
“I’d like to have you tell me, sir,” I answered, humbly.
He smiled again.
“Well, it isn’t giving information to a wise and loving Father as to what
He had better do for us. It’s in trying to carry out the law of His being
in doing things for others. That isn’t all of it, by any means; but it’s
a starting-point. Spender tells me that that nice fellow Pyncheon brought
you in. Well, then, every glass of soda-water Pyncheon draws is in its
way a prayer for you, because the boy’s heart is full of you. Prayer is
action—only it’s kind action.”
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