“Oh, I don’t know. See you talkin’ to one of those fellas oncet. Chap
named Pyncheon. Worse than missions and ’vangelists, they are.”
“Did you ever think of going there yourself?”
“Oh, Lord love ye! I’ve thought of it, yes. But I’ve fought it off. Once
ye do that ye’re done for.”
“Well, I don’t believe I’m done for—” I began; but he interrupted me
coaxingly.
“I say, sonny. I’ll go to Greeley’s Slip. Then if you’ve nothin’
else on ’and, you come there, too—and we’ll be fellas together. But
don’t—don’t—go to the Down and Out!”
As I walked away from him I had his “fellas together” amusingly, and
also pathetically, in my heart. Lovey was little better than an outcast.
I knew him by no name but that which some pothouse wag had fixed on
him derisively. From hints he had dropped I gathered that he had had a
wife and daughters somewhere in the world, and intuitively I got the
impression that without being a criminal he had been connected with a
crime. As to his personal history he had never confided to me any of the
details beyond the fact that in his palmy days he had been in a ’at-shop
in the Edgware Road. I fancied that at some time or another in his career
his relatives in London—like my own in Canada—had made up a lump sum and
bidden him begone to the land of reconstruction. There he had become
what he was—an outcast. There I was becoming an outcast likewise. We were
“fellas together.” I was thirty-one and he was fifty-two. My comparative
youth helped me, in that I didn’t look older than my age; but he might
easily have been seventy.
Having got rid of him, I drifted diagonally across the Park, but with
a certain method in the seeming lack of method in taking my direction.
Though I had an objective point, I didn’t dare to approach it otherwise
than by a roundabout route. It is probable that no gaze but that of the
angels was upon me; but to me it seemed as if every glance that roved up
and down the Park must spot my aim.
For this reason I assumed a manner meant to throw observation off the
scent. I loitered to look at young people on horseback or to stare at
some specially dashing motor-car. I strolled into by-paths and out of
them. I passed under the noses of policemen in gray-blue uniforms and
tried to infuse my carriage with the fact which Lovey had emphasized,
that I had never yet been pinched. I had never yet, so far as I knew,
done anything to warrant pinching; and that I had no intentions beyond
those of the ordinary law-abiding citizen was what I hoped my swagger
would convey.
Though I was shabby, I was not sufficiently so to be unworthy to take
the air. The worst that could be said of me was that I was not shabby as
the working-man is at liberty to be. Mine was the suspicious, telltale
shabbiness of the gentleman—far more damning than the grime and sweat of
a chimney-sweep.
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