“You seem very sure of the impression you made on me.”
“I am.”
“And I’ve forgotten all about it!”
“You haven’t forgotten the impression; you’ve only forgotten me.”
“Oh, Mr. Melbury, tell me! Please! I’ve got to run off and overtake Mrs.
Grace; and I can’t do it unless I know.”
You will admit that my duty at this juncture required some considering.
In the end I said: “I sha’n’t tell you to-day. I may do it later. In
any case, I’ve given you so many tips that you can’t fail to see for
yourself what they lead to. You’ll probably have recalled by to-night.”
“Then I shall ring you up to-morrow and tell you.”
“No, please don’t do that; and yet, on second thoughts, I know that when
you’ve remembered you won’t want to.”
She said, while withdrawing again toward the adjoining room, “You
certainly know how to make a thing mysterious.”
“I’m not making anything mysterious. You’ll see that, after it’s all come
back to you.”
But, having passed into the next room, she returned to the threshold to
say: “I know you’re only making fun of me. I never met you, because I
couldn’t have forgotten you. And I couldn’t have forgotten you, because
you’re so like your brother. But we’ll talk about it all some other time.”
The first thing I did was to go to a room where there was a full-length
mirror fixed to the wall and examine myself in the glass. Was it possible
that I had changed so much in the brief space of four months? The
reflection told me nothing. In the tall, slim figure in the neat gray
check I could still see the sinister fellow who had slept at Greeley’s
Slip and skulked about the Park and crept into a house at midnight.
The transformation had come so imperceptibly that the one image was
no more vital to me than the other. Inwardly, too, I felt no great
assurance against a relapse. I was like an insect toiling up a slippery
perpendicular. Not only was each step difficult, but it might in the
end land me at the bottom where I began. In other words, I had still
within me the potentialities of the drunkard; and to the drunkard all
aberrations are possible.
That night I put the question up to Lovey.
“Lovey, do I look the same as I did four or five months ago?”
“You looks just as good to me, sonny.”
“Yes, but suppose you hadn’t seen me in the mean while, and had come on
me all of a sudden, would you know right off that it was me?”
“Slim, if I was blind and deaf and dumb, and couldn’t see nothink nor
’ear nothink nor feel nothink, I’d know it was you if you come ’arf a
mile from where I was.”
Since this intuitiveness was of no help to me, I worked round to the
subject when, later in the evening, I had gone in to smoke a good-night
pipe with Cantyre.
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