“Well, by gum! boys, if I didn’t take God A’mighty at His word. I says
to myself, I’ll prove this thing or bust—and if I was to bust there’d be
some explosion. When you fellows had kept me here long enough to let me
be pretty nigh sure of myself I went and looked up the wife, and—well,
there! I needn’t say no more. Some of you dubs has been up to my little
place and you know that Whatever spoke to me that day in that back room
is in my little tenement in the Bronx if He ever was anywhere—and that
brings me at last to my p’int.
“I’m speakin’ to you blue-star men because you’ve showed pretty well
by this time the stuff you’re made of. As long as you was in danger
of slippin’ back I wouldn’t say this to you at all. But, say, you’ve
weathered the worst of it, so it’s time for me to speak.
“Has any of you a wife? Then go back to her. Have you kids? Then go back
to ’em. Have you a father or a mother? Then for God’s sake let them
know that you’re doin’ well. Go to ’em—write to ’em—call ’em up on the
’phone—send ’em a telegraph—but don’t let ’em be without the peace o’
mind that’ll come from knowin’ that you’re on your two feet. One of the
most mysterious things in this awful mysterious life is the way somebody
is always lovin’ somebody. Here in these two rooms is a hundred and
sixty-three by actual count of the seediest and most gol-darned boobs
that the country can turn out. As we look at each other we can’t help
askin’ if any one in their tarnation senses could care for the likes of
us. And yet for every bloomin’ one of us you can foot up to eight or ten
that’ll have us in their hearts as if we was gold-headed cherubs.
“Say, boys, I’ll tell you somethin’ confidential like, and don’t think
I’m braggin’. The furniture-movin’ business is the grandest one there is.
For a man that’s mastered it there don’t seem anything in the world left
for him to learn. He’s ready to command a army or to run a ocean liner.
But there’s one thing I’ll be hanged if even a furniture-mover knows
anything about—and that’s love. I’ve thought about it and thought about
it—and it gets me every time. I don’t know what it is, or where it comes
from, or how they brew the durned thing in hearts like yours and mine.
All I know is that it’s there—and that this old world goes round in it.
I’m buttin’ into it all the time, and it kind o’ turns me shy like. My
own little home is so full of it that sometimes it makes me choke. If I
try to get away from it and come down here—well, I’m blest if some bloke
don’t begin ladlin’ it out to me when he don’t hardly know what he’s
doin’. The furniture-movin’ business is that shiny with it when you know
how to see it— But I’ll not say no more. You’d laff. You’re laffin’ at
me now, and I don’t blame you. All I’ve wanted to do is to put some of
you boys wise. If there’s a blue-star man who knows any one in the world
that’s fond of him—then for Christ’s sake get after ’em! And do it not
later than to-night.”
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