New England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
“We will have patience, Eve,” I said, “and perhaps she may change her
mind. And for the note, why, it is better torn up than passed around
among her friends to be laughed over. Yes, I am glad about the note.”
“And I saved the pieces--every one,” she said then, laughing shyly.
“After my mother was gone, I gathered them up. But now I must go,
Adam. See, it is quite dark. You may come up the path with me--if you
will--for just a minute.”
If I would! And if our parting took more than just the minute she had
said, why, I will bear the blame--if blame there is. For I left her
happy and with her eyes shining. And so I stumbled home along the
shore, my heart singing. And my supper--for what clammer would dine
at seven--was ambrosia and nectar, being plain corn meal mush and
fresh milk. And when I had filled myself full of it I betook me to
the seat under the old pine, and I gazed at the stars and wondered.
I saw Arcturus, hanging red, high in the west; and Altair blazing
above me. But, gaze where I would, I saw always that wonderful hair
with the light upon it from the western sky; and those wonderful eyes
with the light within them that made them to outshine Altair himself.
And, gazing, I wondered if in all the worlds that revolve about those
innumerable suns there were a being as happy and as content as I.
* * * * *
Of all the gifts of the gods, happiness is the most elusive. For they
that most seek it find it not; and to them that seek it not, but go
calmly about their business, on a sudden it appears, saying: “Lo, here
am I.” And we must not then attempt to hold it fast, for ever it breaks
away and is gone--for a time--and naught is to do but wait, with what
patience we may, until it come again. And the more we have patience the
sooner will it come back.
So the days passed, and some days I found happiness, and other days I
found it not; but usually I had it for a bedfellow. And it was lucky
that I did, for what is to be said of a clammer who cannot sleep? And
each afternoon, when the sun was low, I wended slowly over toward my
clam beds along the shore where the water lapped ever. And the Great
Painter spread his colors with lavish hand, and peace covered the earth
and was upon the face of the waters. And peace was in my heart, too,
for there on the bank sat Eve, and she smiled to see me come.
And it befell on a day that there was a flat calm, and the sun veiled
his face before he set; and, above, the veil spread out in a thin
sheet, feathery and white, so that I could not tell where it began.
“Look, Eve,” I said. “To-morrow it will be stormy.”
And she said nothing, but only looked as she was bid, being content to
take my word in all things. But Old Goodwin was not.
“Indeed!” he said. “What makes you think so, Adam?”
Then I was tempted. I might have entered upon a disquisition concerning
cyclones and the sequence of the weather. But I put that temptation
from me. It was but a part of my past.
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