New England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
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There is a restlessness that seizes upon men in certain case. I had
felt it before, and had wandered the shores with my basket upon my arm
and my hoe in my hand; and I had digged here and there as the fancy
took me. But the clams that I digged lay forgotten upon the sands, to
bury themselves once more; while I, seated upon a barnacle-covered
rock--or even standing--gazed and gazed and saw nothing of what was
before me until the tide, lapping about my ankles, brought me to
myself. And then, with a heart-breaking sigh, I would shoulder my hoe
and again betake me to wandering the shores. Then Eve had been the
cause, for I had not got her; but at least I might find my content
again at sunset, when I sat upon the bank, where the sod breaks off
to the sand, with her beside me. Now, Eve was the cause, too, and my
content was fled from me; and though I might sit upon the bank, I
sat alone, or with no one but Old Goodwin. And Old Goodwin was well
enough, but he was not Eve. And I had no joy in the colors that the
Great Painter spread so lavishly, but was ill-tempered and out of
sorts, giving short answers to the remarks Old Goodwin made, and
never sitting still five minutes. And Old Goodwin but smiled his quiet
smile and was very patient with me; he knew well the cause of my sour
temper. For Eve had betaken herself to the city, that she might the
better make preparation for a certain Event. What Event that was, it is
but a dullard that cannot guess; and it was eighty days off, and then
it was seventy. Eighty æons--with Eve away. But I diverted myself by
counting it in hours, then in minutes. It was a prodigious number of
minutes--but I took what comfort I might in it.
Then, one morning, I awoke at dawn, and, as I leaned from my window, I
saw the ground all white with frost. Then the east was grown all red,
a narrow line of color changing to yellow and a faint green, and on a
sudden the sun popped up. And then I got to thinking of that other dawn
that Eve and I had seen, and content abode with me no longer. And I
drew in my head and dressed in sullen haste and went down to breakfast.
It was a good breakfast, but gall and wormwood had been sweeter in
my mouth if I could but find again that peace I sought; and, having
done, I lighted my pipe and went forth. Sighing, I betook me--not to
the shore--I had traveled that until I knew each pebble, and I had not
found content; but the woods were gorgeous--I betook me to the woods.
Perchance content had taken refuge there.
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