New England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
She rose, regretfully, I thought, and the thought gave me joy. And that
was marvel, too; for what was this governess to me--this governess whom
I had seen but twice? But that unruly ganglion of mine--
“Adam,” she said, smiling down at me, “you have not scolded me. My
gown”--
“Your gown is well enough,” I answered; “too good for clamming, but I
suppose it is the worst you could do. If I said more of it, it would be
that you look adorable in that gown--or any other. But I must not say
it, or you will be angry.”
“No,” she said, “you must not say that, for anger heats the blood and
causes vapors in the brain, and I have enough already. It is the oldest
gown I have--and the shortest.”
“It is”--
“Never mind. If it is wasteful and wicked, I cannot help it. Will it do
for digging clams to-morrow?”
“We may not dig clams to-morrow.”
“And why not, Adam,--if I will?”
“The tide. It will be too late. But the sun will go down.”
“Good-night, Adam. You may have the clams I dug.”
“If I could press them, Eve, like flowers! Good-night.”
And again I sat through an evening too long for a clammer; and, though
my book was in my hand, and my candle burned bright and clear, I did
not read, but I stared into the dark shadows. And from those shadows
there shone out that wonderful hair with the light upon it from the
western sky; and those wonderful eyes, with the light in them from the
soul within. Oh, Eve, Eve! And I have seen you only twice.
* * * * *
There is a restlessness that seizes upon men in certain case. I have
seen it often, and wondered at the poor fools who turned from this to
that, then tried the other thing, and found no satisfaction in any.
And I have laughed at them and counseled them to turn to clamming. And
there is a cure for that malady, too; a simple cure, as simple as the
fount of eternal youth. It is only to find it and the thing is done.
And some find the fount, and some do not. And those who find it, why,
eternal youth is theirs, and joy and peace are in their abiding places
forever. And those who find it not, why, Heaven help them! For there is
no peace for them nor rest on earth.
So it befell that I rose before the dawn, and went forth. And there,
without, was a fog as thick as cheese. But though I could not see ten
fathoms, yet I looked out toward my clam beds. And then I thought:
You poor fool, shall she come down in this thickness, at four in
the morning, looking for clams? And yet again, I took my basket and
wandered in that fog like a lost soul. And the more fool I, for the
tide was not half down, and no dawn to see. And as I wandered along the
shore, angry and out of sorts, striking with my hoe in the sand, I met
one of my neighbors; and as he passed behind me, I heard him laughing
in the fog.
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