The Clean HeartHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Clean Heart
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Authors -- Fiction; Happiness -- Fiction
Mr. Wriford, only wishing to be left alone, escaped these bitter
attacks from injured victims just as for a long time he escaped from
matron and doctors the form of attention which aroused alarm in the
ward. He mixed with his fellow-convalescents not at all, and this
aloofness, in a community where garrulity on the subject of aches and
pains and bad weather and discontent with food was the established
order, earned him in full the solitude which alone he desired. Its
interruption was most endangered in those hours of wet days, and in
the evenings, when, out of bed and dressed, the convalescents were
cooped up within the ward. At the least there was always then the
risk of being caught by the oldest sea-captain living with his
ceaseless: "Matey! Matey, I've got me portograph in the Daily Mirror
paper!" and sometimes the descent upon him of some other infirm old
gentleman who, worsted and enraged in some battle of ailments with
cronies, would espy Mr. Wriford seated remote and alone and bear down
upon him with his cargo of ills.
II
To escape these attentions Mr. Wriford learnt to simulate absorption
in one of the out-of-date illustrated weekly papers with which for
its intellectual benefit the ward was supplied. No thought that
these papers were once a part of his daily life, himself a very
active factor in theirs, ever stirred him as he turned the pages or
gazed with unseeing eyes upon them. His fingers turned the pages:
his mind, in search of Was there some secret of happiness he had
missed? revolved the leaves of retrospection that might disclose
it--but never did. His head would bend intensely above a picture or
a column of letterpress: his eyes, not what was printed saw, but saw
himself as he had been, somehow missing--what?
Seclusion by this means for his searching after his problem brought
him one day to an occurrence that did actually concentrate his
attention on the printed page before his eyes--a page of illustrated
matter that concerned himself. A new batch of weekly periodicals had
been placed in the ward--dated some two months back. He took one
from the batch, opened it at random, and seated himself, with eyes
fixed listlessly upon it, as far as might be from the gossiping
groups gathered about the fires at each end of the ward. Absorbed
more deeply than usual in his thoughts, he carelessly allowed it to
be apparent that the journal was not holding his attention. It lay
upon his knee. His eyes wandered from its direction.
"Matey," said the oldest sea-captain living, suddenly springing upon
him, "Matey, I got me portograph in the Daily Mirror paper. You
ain't never 'ad a fair look at it, Matey."
"Not now," said Mr. Wriford. "I'm reading."
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