The Clean HeartHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Clean Heart
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Authors -- Fiction; Happiness -- Fiction
Thus, as aimlessly he wandered, his thoughts took the form of plans
or resolutions, yet were not resolutions in any binding sense. They
drifted formlessly through his mind as snatches of conversation,
carried on in a crowded apartment, will drift through a mind
pre-occupied with some idea; or they drifted through him as snow at
its first fall will for long drift over and seem to leave untouched
any stone that rises above the surface of the ground. He was
preoccupied with his own ceaseless questioning. He was preoccupied
with helpless and hopeless sense of helplessness and hopelessness.
There was something that others found that gave them peace and gave
them happiness, that he had missed, that he knew not where he had
missed or where to begin to find.
All of plan or resolution that in any way settled upon this deeper
brooding was that somehow he must find something to do. In the midst
of his brooding he would jolt against realisation of that necessity,
think aimlessly upon it for a little, then lose it again. Slowly it
permeated his mind. Evening brought him to the outskirts of a small
town; and at a house in a by-street where "Beds for Single Men" were
offered, and where he listlessly turned in, the matter of being
called upon for the price of a lodging shook him to greater
concentration upon his resources. He found that, by Mr. Master's
carelessness or kindness, he had been left with a trifle of change
over the money given him to make his way across town when he broke
his journey in London--elevenpence. He paid ninepence for his bed.
In the morning there remained to him two coppers for food, and he
knew himself faint with protracted fasting. In a street of dingy
shops he turned into a coffee-house. "Shave?" said a man in soiled
white overalls, and he realised that he had mistaken the door and
stepped into a barber's adjoining the refreshment shop. He was
unshaven, and any work that he could do would demand a reasonably
decent appearance. "Attend to you in a moment," said the soiled
overalls, and Mr. Wriford dropped into a chair to await his pleasure.
The ragged fragment of a local newspaper lay on a table beside him,
and he took it up with some vague idea of discovering employment
among the advertisements. That portion of the paper was missing.
His eye was attracted by an odd surname, "Pennyquick," and when the
barber called him and was operating on him he found himself
listlessly reflecting upon what he had read of an inquest following
the sudden death of the assistant-master at Tower House School, chief
evidence given by Mr. Pennyquick, headmaster.
A penny was the price of his shave. He took his penny that remained
into the adjoining coffee-shop and obtained with it a large mug of
cocoa. "Three ha'pence with a slice of bread and butter," said the
woman at the counter, pushing the cocoa towards him. "Don't you want
nothing to eat?"
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