The Clean HeartHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Clean Heart
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Authors -- Fiction; Happiness -- Fiction
In this mood he begins his work. This is the mood that has to be
fought down before any of the work can be successfully done. Often a
day will reward him virtually nothing. He is always behindhand,
always trying to catch up. At six he rushes from the house to get to
the _Intelligence_ office. He is rarely back again to bed by one
o'clock: from the house again at seven.
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Now the thing has Young Wriford and rushes him: now grips him and
drives him, now marks him and drops him as he takes it. Now the
years run. Now to the last drop the Young Wriford is squeezed out of
him: Mr. Wriford now. Now men name him for one of the lucky ones.
Now, as he lies awake at night, and as he trembles as he walks by
day, he hates himself and pities himself and dreads himself.
Now the years run--flash by Mr. Wriford--bringing him much and losing
him all; flash and are gone. Now he might leave the Filmer household
and live again by himself. But there is no leaving it, once he is of
it. Alice wants him, and he tells himself it is his duty to stay by
her. His money is wanted, and there never leaves him the dread of
suddenly losing his work and bringing them all to poverty. Now he
gives up other work and is of the _Intelligence_ alone, handsomely
paid, one of the lucky ones. It gives him no satisfaction. It would
have thrilled Young Wriford, but Young Wriford is dead. Now there is
no pinching in the Surbiton establishment, decided comfort rather.
The boys are put to good schools and shaped for good careers. The
establishment itself is moved to larger and pleasanter accommodation.
Alice is grateful, the boys are happy, even the Filmers are grateful.
That Young Wriford who sat in the train with Alice coming down from
Liverpool eight years before and planned so enthusiastically and
schemed so generously would have been happy, proud, delighted to have
done it all. But that Young Wriford is dead. Mr. Wriford spends
nothing on himself because he wants nothing--interests, tastes other
than work, are coffined in Young Wriford's grave. Mr. Wriford just
produces the money and begs--nervily as ever, nay, more nervily than
before--to be let alone to work; he is always behindhand.
Now the novel is at last written and is published and flames into
success. Imagine Young Wriford's amazed delight! But Young Wriford
is dead. Mr. Wriford, one of the lucky ones, lucky in this as in all
the rest, contracts handsomely for others and at once is in the rush
of fulfilling a contract; that is all.
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