The Clean HeartHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Clean Heart
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Authors -- Fiction; Happiness -- Fiction
Was there none, indeed? What is this sudden apprehension as of some
new dismay that checks and holds him? What new revelation of his
depths has that question unlocked, unloosed upon him? What change,
what agony is here? What bursts within his heart? What seems to
struggle in the air to reach him? What sweeps across that quick,
that nucleus of life, that core, that essence, that as deep waters
takes his breath and holds him trembling where till now in torture he
has writhed?
"Matey! Matey!"
"Captain! Captain!"
Ah, tumult inexpressible as of bursting floods rushing in mist and
spray from bondage; ah, surging of immensity of thoughts, of visions.
Missed him had he died? There was one, there was one had lost a
little happiness had he died when he had tried to die. "Captain!
Captain!"
He hears his voice as he had heard it in the ward: "Matey! Matey!
Gor' bless yer, Matey!"
He turns about on the seat. He throws his arms upon its rail. He
buries his face upon them.
There is a step across the road. A hand touches him. "Arthur? Is
that you, Arthur?"
Mr. Bickers, bending above him.
"Is she dead?"
"She's still unconscious. I'm anxious for Mrs. Bickers, Arthur. I
want to take her to lie down a little. Would you just come and watch
in case our Essie wakes?"
He gets up and goes with Mr. Bickers to the house.
CHAPTER XIII
PRAYER OF MR. WRIFORD
I
Look where she lies. Never to wake? Unconscious, and only, under
God, to wake to die? Surely she but reposes, smiling, smiling there?
Look where her face, surrounded by her hair, rests there untouched by
scratch or mark or bruise. Surely she only sleeps; and sleeping,
surely still pursues those gay young fancies of her joyous life: look
how they seem to smile upon those soft, expressive lips of hers.
Look where she lies. Look how her tender form, hid of its suffering,
lies there so slim and shapely beneath the wrappings drawn about her.
Look at her hands, each slightly closed, that lie upon her breast:
surely to touch them is to feel responsive their firm, cool clasp?
surely to touch them is to wake her? Look where she lies. Never to
wake? Unconscious, and only, under God, to wake to die? Surely she
but reposes, smiling, smiling there?
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