The Clean HeartHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Clean Heart
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Authors -- Fiction; Happiness -- Fiction
Look where she lies. This is her room. Look where here, and here,
and here, and here, are all her little trinkets, treasures, trifles,
she has brought with her from home for this her jolly holiday. These
are her portraits here, in those plush frames, of Mother and of Dad.
That is her text she has illumined, taken from her "fav'rit:" "Lift
up your heads, O ye gates: and be ye lift up, ye everlasting doors."
An odd, long text for framing. Those are her copper wire "native"
bracelets there. "Oh, you don't have to look half smart on the
parade, evenings!" That is her Church-service by her bed. He
remembers that first night when he used it. Those are her best
gloves, smoothed out there. That old stump of lead pencil lying upon
them was his. He remembers it.
Look where she lies. On the threshold he pauses. That is old Mr.
Bickers gone again on his knees against the bed, his white head bowed
within his hands. That is Mrs. Bickers kneeling there, her lips
moving. Brokenly now, such an odd, deep, trembling sound, comes Mr.
Bickers' voice. Brokenly--jumbling his own words with words
familiar. It is the prayer he had said was their daily prayer, and
he jumbles it with other prayers and into it jumbles his own.
"Lord, now lettest--" Mr. Bickers stops; and there is long silence;
and he begins again: "Lord, if it be thy will, if it be thy will, if
it be thy will, if our Essie's suffering, if it be thy will, Lord,
now lettest this thy servant, thy servant, depart in peace, in peace,
in peace, according to ... mine eyes have seen thy ... through the
tender mercies of our God whereby the dayspring ... from on high ...
hath visited us. Amen. Amen."
Mrs. Bickers says "Amen." Mrs. Bickers collapses where she kneels.
Mr. Bickers goes to her and raises her and says: "There, Mother!
There, Mother, dear! Come and rest, Mother. Rest just a little
while, Mother. Arthur's here. Arthur will stay by her. Arthur will
tell us. Just a little while, Mother, dear."
She has no resistance. She is collapsed in his arms.
He supports her from the room. He says to Mr. Wriford: "I'll just
lay her on her bed, Arthur. Just across the passage. Doors open.
I'll hear you. The doctor's down-stairs. There, Mother! There,
there, Mother."
Look where she lies. He is alone with her.
II
Come to this Mr. Wriford on his knees with her, his hands upon her
hand, his head between his outstretched arms. Come to his revelation
she has revealed to him; to that which came to him with sudden
thought of Captain; come to his prayer.
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