The Clean HeartHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Clean Heart
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Authors -- Fiction; Happiness -- Fiction
Up the path to the cliff, along the cliff and past that place, paused
long upon it, and on to Whitecliffe Church. Here is the churchyard.
He knows all these old graves--he had peered here and here and here
with Essie, puzzling their quaint inscriptions. It is for a new
stone he looks. Yes, there is one. Three sides of the church he
walks and only the old stones sees. Come to the porch, a new white
cross confronts him. He goes to it. It is not hers! Sense tells
him they would not have brought her here, would not have left her
here. They would have taken her home. Yes, but that moment while he
crossed the turf towards the cross, that moment while its letters
came in view--and were not "Essie,"--has shaken him so that his limbs
tremble, so that he must somewhere rest ... there is the porch.
A troop of noisy boys come through the gate, and then more boys by
ones and twos. An old man who comes from within the church and looks
out upon the churchyard for a moment remarks to him first that there
is going to be a shower, then, calling out in reproof at a pair of
the laughing boys, that it is choir-practice just going to begin.
The old man returns to his duties; the last of the boys seem to have
arrived: there are sounds within the church and premonitory notes of
the organ; some heavy drops of the rain that has been threatening;
then in a sudden stream the shower.
From where he sits he can see far up the road beyond the gate. He
sees a group that had been approaching shelter beneath a distant
tree. The downpour falls in a deluge that is fierce and short,
passes and leaves the path in puddles, and with unnoting eyes he sees
the group beneath the tree desert its shelter and come hurrying
towards the church. The organ is playing now, voices swing in sudden
volume of sound; unheeding, as with his eyes he is watching without
seeing, he yet is subconsciously aware of the regular rise and fall
of psalms.
With his eyes unseeing! They suddenly, as he watches, declare to him
that which sets a drumming in his head, a snatching at his breath.
The group has reached the gate. It is an old man drawing a wicker
bath-chair, an old lady walking behind it. Drumming in his head; it
passes; there succeeds to it a rocking of all the ground about his
feet, a swimming, a receding, a swift approaching of all the land
beyond the porch. That old man is opening the gate, turning his back
to draw the bath-chair carefully through, revealing one that sits
within it, coming on now ... coming on now ... closer and closer and
closer...
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