The Clean HeartHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Clean Heart
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Authors -- Fiction; Happiness -- Fiction
"Well, curse me, but I do," returned Mr. Puddlebox. "It's just what
I do mind, and there's no sense to it, boy. There's no sense to it."
"There is for me," Mr. Wriford cried. "It's what I want!" He turned
from fronting the gale. Mr. Puddlebox saw him measuring with his eye
the height where he stood from the ground, and called in swift alarm:
"Don't jump! You'll break your legs. Don't--"
Mr. Wriford laughed aloud, jumped and came crashing to his hands and
knees, got up and laughed again. "That's all right!" said he.
"Boy, that's all wrong," said Mr. Puddlebox very seriously. "That's
all of a part with your rushing along as if it was the devil himself
you chased; and what to the devil else it can be I challenge you to
say or any man."
Mr. Wriford took up the words he had cried down from the top of the
barrier. "It's what I want," he told Mr. Puddlebox. "Cold and not
minding it, and fighting against the wind and not minding it, and
getting wet and going on full speed however rough the road and not
minding that. Cold and wind and rain and sticking to it and fighting
it and beating it and liking it--ah!" and he threw up his arms,
extending them, and filled his chest with a great breath, as though
he embraced and drunk deep of the elements that he stuck to and
fought and beat.
Mr. Puddlebox looked at him closely. "Sure you're liking it?" he
asked, his tone the same as when he often inquired: "Sure you're
happy, boy?"
"Sure! Why, of course I'm sure. Why, all the time I'm thrashing
along, do you know what I'm saying? I'm saying: 'Beating you!
Beating you! Beating you!' and at night I lie awake and think of it
all waiting outside for me and how I shall beat it, beat it, beat it
again when morning comes."
"Sit down," said Mr. Puddlebox. "I've something to say to you."
"No, I'll stand," said Mr. Wriford.
"Aren't you tired?"
"I'm fit to drop," said Mr. Wriford; and then with a hard face: "But
sitting down is giving way to it. I'll not do that. No, by God,
I'll beat it all the time."
Then Mr. Puddlebox broke out in exasperation and struck his stick
upon the shingle to mark it. "Why, curse me if I ever heard such a
thing or knew such a thing!" cried Mr. Puddlebox. "Beating it! I've
told you a score time, and this time I give it to you hot, that when
you go so, you're spooked, spooked to hell and never will be
unspooked! 'Beating it, beating it, beating it!' you cry as you rush
along! Why, it's then that it is beating you all the time, for it is
of yourself that you are thinking. And that's what's wrong with you,
thinking of yourself, and has always been. And there's no being
happy that way and never will be. Think of some one else, boy. For
God Almighty's sake think of some one else or you're beat and mad for
sure!"
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