The Clean HeartHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Clean Heart
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Authors -- Fiction; Happiness -- Fiction
Mr. Wriford gave him back his fierceness. "Think of some one else!
That's what I've done all my life. That's what locked me up and did
for me. I've done with all that now, and I'm happy. Think of some
one else! God!" cried he and snapped his fingers. "I don't care
that for anybody. Whom should I think of?"
"Well, try a thought for me," cried Mr. Puddlebox, relenting nothing
of his own heat. "I've watched you these four months. I've got you
out of trouble. Curse me, I've fed you and handled you like a baby.
But for me you'd like be lying dead somewhere."
"Well, who cares?" cried Mr. Wriford. "Not me, I don't."
"Ah, and you'd liker still be clapped in an asylum and locked there
all your days; you'd mind that. But for me that's where you'd be and
where you'll go, if I left you to-morrow."
Mr. Wriford cried with a black and angry face: "Well, if it's true,
who asked you to hang on to me? Why have you done it? If it's true,
mind you! For I've done my share. You've admitted that yourself.
In the rows we've got into I've done my share, and in the work we've
done I've done more than my share, once I've learnt the hang of it.
Now then! That's true, isn't it? If you've done so jolly much, why
have you? There's one for you. Why?"
His violent storming put a new mood to Mr. Puddlebox's face. Not the
exasperation with which he had burst out and continued till now.
That left him. Not the jolly grin with which commonly he regarded
life in general and Mr. Wriford in particular. None of these. A new
mood. The mood and hue Mr. Wriford had glimpsed when, looking down
from the barrier as Mr. Puddlebox overtook him, and crying down to
him: "I thought you'd stopped," he had seen Mr. Puddlebox blink and
heard him say: "You're unkind, boy." Now he saw it again--and was
again to see it before approaching night gave way to following morn.
Mr. Puddlebox blinked and went redly cloudy in the face. "Why?" said
he. "Well, I'll tell you why, boy. Because I like you. I liked
you, boy, when you came wretched up the Barnet road and thought there
was one with you, following you. I liked you then for you were glad
of my food and my help and caught at my hand as night fell and held
it while you slept. Curse me, I liked you then, for, curse me, you
were the first come my way in many years of sin that thought me
stronger than himself and that I could be stronger to and could help.
I liked you then, boy, and I've liked you more each sun and moon
since. I've lost a precious lot in life through being what, curse
me, I am. None ever to welcome me, none ever to be glad of me, none
ever that minded if I rode by on my legs or went legs first in a
coffin cart. Then came you that was loony, that was glad of me here
and glad of me there, that asked me this and asked me that, that
laughed with me and ate with me and slept with me, that because you
was loony was weaker than me. So I liked you, boy; curse me, I loved
you, boy. There's why for you."
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