WARDEN. [_Interrupts._] Wait a minute! You've got me in a corner, but
knowing half the truth, you mustn't _guess_ the whole. She is even more
ignorant of my love for her than you were ten minutes ago! [MISS GODESBY
_smiles and makes a little satirical exclamation._] You don't believe
that, but I'll _make_ you. I'm going to tell _you_ something I've never
even told myself. I'm going to put you to a big test, because I've got
to. Apparently, I can't help myself; but after all, somehow I believe in
the human nature in you, and you've got it in your power to help or hurt
the woman I love--I say those words aloud for the first time--the woman
I love!
[_He has finished his speech in a lowered tone throbbing with controlled
feeling._
MISS GODESBY. [_Incredulously._] You've never told her?
WARDEN. Never; and you show how little you really know her when you ask
that question! She loves her husband.
MISS GODESBY. I'm not so sure about that!
WARDEN. I am, and I _love her_. But surely the silent love of a man,
like mine, is no insult to a good woman--cannot harm her! A love that is
never spoken, not even whispered, can't hurt any one, except, perhaps,
the one who loves. You must acknowledge even _you_ have never heard a
hint; you _showed_ just now your real surprise at what circumstances
revealed to you! I'd die sooner than bring the slightest shadow of a
scandal on her, and I've hugged my secret tight. Have you any idea what
such a love means? How it grows and grows, its strength shut in, held
back, doubling and redoubling its powers!--its ideality increasing, the
passion _suppressed_, locked up! Good God! I tremble sometimes when I
think--suppose some day it should burst out, _break_ my control, MASTER
ME! [_A pause._] And here, now, I've told _you_; I'm sorry, but I had to
for _her_ sake again. Will you help me keep my secret?
MISS GODESBY. [_After a second's pause._] Yes, because I believe you.
WARDEN. And Mrs. Sterling?
MISS GODESBY. [_Slowly, with sincere meaning._] I envy her!
[_Her voice breaks and she turns away from him._
WARDEN. No one is to know I indorse Sterling's note?
MISS GODESBY. You needn't sign the note; my brother'd have to see it.
I'll take your word for the indorsement.
[_She offers him her hand. They shake hands._
WARDEN. What a brick you are! You know you don't do yourself anything
like justice in the world!
[GODESBY _reenters Left and after him a_ MAN SERVANT _in ordinary
clothes, who passes through the archway at back Centre._
GODESBY. Ready!
WARDEN. [_Aside to her._] You can promise his silence about Sterling?
MISS GODESBY. Oh, yes, he's absolutely dependent upon me.
WARDEN. Thank you.
MISS GODESBY. [_To_ NED _with a forced gaiety._] Good-by!
WARDEN. [_Again shaking her hand_] Good-by.
[_He looks his thanks at her._
GODESBY. Well? What did you do?
MISS GODESBY. [_As they go._] Don't worry; I've taken care of myself for
many years, and I still feel up to it!
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