Cyborgs -- Fiction; Science fiction; Time travel -- Fiction
The Doctor, in establishing himself in the right quarter, had forgotten
to allow for the fact that the force that had lifted the Paynes out
of their urban obscurity had descended to their daughter. Lilian had
been expensively educated, and although the Doctor denied it to
himself a hundred times a week, there was no evading the fact that an
acute brain slumbered behind her rather immobile beauty. True, the
fruits of her learning languished a little in Great Wymering, and
that beyond a slight permanent frown and a disposition to argue about
modern problems, she betrayed no revolt against the narrowness of
her existence, but appeared, graceful and willowy, at garden parties
or whist drives. It was the development of her mind that the Doctor
feared, especially as, all unconsciously at first, he had acted as its
chief stimulant. During their talks together he had spoken too many a
true word in jest; and his witticisms had revealed to Lilian a whole
world about which to think and theorise.
He glanced up at her photograph on the mantelpiece. If there was a flaw
in the composition of her fair, Saxon beauty, it was that the mouth
was a little too large and opened rather too easily, disclosing teeth
that were not as regular as they should be. But nature's blunder often
sets the seal on man's choice, and to the Doctor this trifling fault
gave warmth and vivacity to a face that might easily have been cold and
impassive, especially as her eyes were steel blue and she had no great
art in the use of them. Her voice, too, often startled the listener
by its occasional note that suggested an excitability of temperament
barely under control.
In vain the Doctor tried to throw off his heavy reflections and assume
the air of gaiety usual to him when drinking his coffee and thinking of
Lilian. Such an oppression could hardly be ascribed to the malady of
love. It was not Romeo's "heavy lightness, serious vanity." It was a
deep perplexity, a grave foreboding that something had gone hideously
wrong with him, something that he was unable to diagnose. It could not
be that he was growing old. As a medical man he knew his age to an
artery. And yet, in spite of his physical culture and rather deliberate
chastity, he felt suddenly that he was not a fit companion for this
young girl with her resilient mind. He had always been fastidious about
morals, without being exactly moral, but there was something within
him that he did not care to contemplate. It almost seemed as though
the sins of the mind were more deadly than those of the flesh, for the
latter expressed themselves in action and re-action, while the former
remained in the mind, there to poison and corrupt the very source of
all activity.
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