Thus mistrust and suspicion sat at the table, poor substitutes for
Gerard's intelligent face, that had brightened the whole circle,
unobserved till it was gone. As for the old hosier, his pride had been
wounded by his son's disobedience, and so he bore stiffly up, and did
his best never to mention Gerard's name; but underneath his Spartan
cloak Nature might be seen tugging at his heartstrings. One anxiety he
never affected to conceal. "If I but knew where the boy is, and that his
life and health are in no danger, small would be my care," would he say;
and then a deep sigh would follow. I cannot help thinking that if Gerard
had opened the door just then, and walked in, there would have been many
tears and embraces for him, and few reproaches, or none.
One thing took the old couple quite by surprise--publicity. Ere Gerard
had been gone a week, his adventures were in every mouth; and, to make
matters worse, the popular sympathy declared itself warmly on the side
of the lovers, and against Gerard's cruel parents, and that old
busy-body the burgomaster, "who must put his nose into a business that
nowise concerned him."
* * * * *
"Mother," said Kate, "it is all over the town that Margaret is down with
a fever--a burning fever; her father fears her sadly."
"Margaret? what Margaret?" inquired Catherine, with a treacherous
assumption of calmness and indifference.
"Oh, mother! whom should I mean? Why Gerard's Margaret."
"Gerard's Margaret," screamed Catherine; "how dare you say such a word
to me? And I rede you never mention that hussy's name in this house,
that she has laid bare. She is the ruin of my poor boy, the flower of
all my flock. She is the cause that he is not a holy priest in the midst
of us, but is roaming the world, and I a desolate broken-hearted mother.
There, do not cry, my girl, I do ill to speak harsh to you. But, oh,
Kate! you know not what passes in a mother's heart. I bear up before you
all; it behoves me swallow my fears: but at night I see him in my dreams
and still some trouble or other near him: sometimes he is torn by wild
beasts; other times he is in the hands of robbers, and their cruel
knives uplifted to strike his poor pale face, that one should think
would move a stone. Oh! when I remember that, while I sit here in
comfort, perhaps my poor boy lies dead in some savage place: and all
along of that girl: there, her very name is ratsbane to me. I tremble
all over when I hear it."
"I'll not say anything, nor do anything to grieve you worse, mother,"
said Kate tenderly; but she sighed.
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